SPECIAL CHAPTER

(Nyx's brother cause of death)

Warning: Accident.

I just finished my debut and now I'm here in the room using my cell phone. Actually, I didn't enjoy my debut yesterday, my guests were my Daddy's business partners. But I was happy because Kuya was there as long as my two best friends. I'm here in my room and it's already 2am in the morning, I can't sleep, eh. I turned behind me when the door suddenly opened, I thought it was my brother but Sister Amy entered.

She approached me and crossed her arms, "Morning? What are you doing here, sister?" I asked her.

"You're already 18, what's your plan?" She asked.

I know what she is talking about. I just looked away because I didn't know what to answer.

"If I were you, I would leave this house. Are you really numb or just plain stupid? Can't you feel that they don't want you here? They are putting up with it because it's Kuya Drew's favor. Well, it's silly." My tears started to fall hearing those words coming from her.

We really don't get along, do we? Do you really hate me that much?

"Why do you hate me, sister? What can I do to make you lose your hate for me?" I asked, still looking at the sky.

"Die."

I looked because of what she said, she wants me to die!? She has no emotion as if like she doesn't care, like she really meant what she said.

"You're a burden in this family--" before she could finish her sentence I left my room and went to the garage, I don't know where I'm going, I just want to bring out my problem.

I was planning to go to Ash's condo but maybe she's already sleeping so I just went to the bar, it's open 24 hours so it's okay. I am of legal age.

I went to the bar counter and sat there, "Hey, what kind of wine can a person with a problem have?" I asked the bartender.

"I suggest tequila, ma'am." He said and took the bottle of tequila and put it in my glass. I thanked him after.

This is my first time drinking alcohol so I'm still a little nervous, I took the glass and drank the alcohol. I coughed because of the taste, it was nasty!

"Is it your first time, Ma'am?" The bartender asked, I nodded in response.

He laughed and nodded and taught me how to drink it correctly, ah that's why it tastes bad because I drank it wrong, tsk. Stupid!

I've had a lot to drink and I'm a bit dizzy, I get up to go to the dance floor and dance. I stopped when a man grabbed my waist, "Let's have fun tonight, Miss." He whispered in my ear and I turned away because of the stench of his breath.

He's about my age, so he stuck himself closer to me and smelled my hair, "You're beautiful, I think you have experience, where are we going? In my condo?"

The hell is his problem?!

"Sorry, but you're not my type. You're short, hehe." I left there and returned to the counter.

I felt my phone vibrate so I took it out of my bag and Kuya's missed calls were ready! He had an incoming call so I answered it.

"Thank god, and you thought to answer my call. Where are you?" He opened.

I didn't speak because my tears were coming.

"Wait are you at the bar? Which bar is that? Kuya is going to see you, Amber."

"Brother, stop. J-just leave me alone." I couldn't take it anymore, my tears that I had been holding back started to flow.

"No, Kuya is going to see you. Don't think about what your sister Amy said, she was just joking."

I don't think so. Everything she said is true, Brother. You lied to me, you told me that they treated me like that is because they love me. That's a lie. They never love me as their daughter.

"Amber, are you there? Kuya is on his way there, whatever your sister Amy said, forget it. You have me, Kuya is here for you. For me, you are the only one who my one and only princess. I love you youngest... Hin--" I stood up when I heard the breaking of glass on his line!

"Brother!"

I hurried out of the bar and went to the hospital, I received a text from sister Amy that my brother had an accident and he is in the hospital now.

When I entered the hospital I ran and asked the nurses, "Where's Drew Sullivan?" I asked one of the nurses.

"Ah, that man b--"

"Yes!"

She was still a little surprised but she showed me where the morgue was going so I ran to go there and received a big slap from Mom! Not just one, not just two, but three!

"It's because of you that my son had an accident!" Mommy screamed right in my face and my tears fell quickly.

It's because of me.

"What are you thinking, Amber Nyx!?"

I didn't answer and passed them to get closer to Kuya. My brother

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Brother. I'm sorry.

"K-Kuya," my voice broke as I called him, there's no response. I bit my lip and removed the white blanket and cried when I saw his face, "K-Kuya, why are you so c-cold? Brother, you promised me. You're the only one I have, please please don't leave , don't leave brother please," I begged.

"You're a murderer. I hope you're the one who died!"

"You killed my son!"

"You killed your brother, Amber Nyx!"

"You're worthless! You're a murderer, you killed your own brother!"

T-That's right!

All the hurtful words my family said to me made me repeat the pain. I blame myself for what happened, I hate myself for leaving the house! I hate my self. I left there crying and returned to my car and drove away, while I was driving my tears continued to flow. I killed my brother, I lost him because of me. When I got home, I walked towards my brother's room, I turned on the lights and looked around the room. A tear started to fall again when I smelled his scent, I took a picture frame of him that was on the table. It was a picture of the two of us, I smiled bitterly.

I hugged the photo and laid on his bed, I can feel your warmth brother. I know you are here, please tell me this is just a dream. Please wake me up!

"Brother, Im so sorry.... It's all because of me, if I hadn't left you would have been here. I'm so sorry... I'll come with you, Brother. I don't have any reason to live, I'll come with you because you are my only ally."

I stood up and went to his table, I took the scissors but a paper caught my attention. I took it and read it. It's a letter.

To my dearest sister, Amber.

Hi baby sis, I just want to tell you that you are special. You deserve to be loved, you deserve someone to love you more than I do. You will always be my favorite sister, I don't know why am I writing a letter but I just want to let you know that brother loves you so much. Always remember that older brother will never leave younger sister, I will guide you and protect you. Just if you ever have a boyfriend who is good at singing so we have the same vibes. I love you so much, my youngest, brother will always be here. I know you plan something bad every time you have a problem but please don't do it. Big brother will not be happy if his youngest sister is hurt, I love you so much, youngest. Haha, that letter made me cringe.

-Drew is handsome.

The paper got wet because of my tears, I hugged his letter to me and couldn't stop crying.

I love you too much Brother.