Ranias_Heaven

" He is sunshine, I was midnight rain "
Just like that we were , and we met .
For me he was the sun in that gloomy town , he lightened up that dry empty desert and made it the home I wanna go back all the way for .
He leaned closer from my ear and whispered " I want you , I want you in the sweet old traditional way , and not the way that breaks your heart and cause you pain...wait for me "
I always admired my space and feared to be close from anyone , anything, until he showed up and made me want him so close , until ....Fate started to throw arches of "why we can't be together even if we are for eachother" on us , just to push the magnet that pulled us together away .
He said "call my name and I will be right to your face , just Call out my name Reena "
We were two lovers , in a gloomy reality were fantasy can't take over and reality is all that slaps you .

A kiss to my forbidden love : My Magnet

It was the first time I felt an instant connection with a stranger that fast , especially a blondy .


not to be racist or whatsoever , but I was never into blondes , I could tell for sure that something about this blonde right here made me go all in for him .


He was tall and his body looked in a healthy shape while he was moving like a sculpture. except that his eyes looked a bit tired when I sneaked a glance at him .


I stood there frozen watching him and almost forgot about the purpose I was running in between the shelf's like a crazy minutes ago.


I took a few steps forward towards him and the moment our eyes locked I swear I could tell he felt it too , that sudden pull , I never believed in it but now I do , it's not love at first sight , it a click between two souls that the moment it clicks you're just locked together and into eachother.


it's like time froze and stopped right there while we were captivated about whatever cosmic game gate was pulling at us , at least I was ...I was too stunned to speak a word .


Despite that I was frozen , I gathered some energy and courage to speak , then asked him so fast almost rapping , about where can I find that spicific cereal , I tried describing it with my rapping speed and for a moment I swear he looked confused like a little blonde cat,  but then gave me a proper answer and almost took me there if I didn't hurry away from him . his presence was so distracting I couldn't stand it , it made me scared for the first time ..it was threatening to the walls I made sure I built so strong around my heart .


I thanked him and grabbed it so fast , then ran towards the cashier to my father and mother.


I put what I had in hands there so they can pay and went to put them inside the plastic bags and held them . And when I say " them" ! I mean almost all the groceries .


 I could feel his gaze following me but I couldn't look at him . I was too nervous and stunned to even peek a boo. 


and the moment we were out the supermarket I saw him push out the doors so close from me running one of the cariages and put it along with the other ones looking at me .


I was nervous like never before and confused .


And on my way back home my parents were chatting while all I was thinking about is about what was That that happened inside !! 


Was I just effected by my favorite book or was he the character out of the book and met me in real life ?! I swear I never felt that way before .


but I decided to ignore that urge to see him again and as soon as we reached home I took the groceries I got for myself and went to my room , changed to my pajamas and watched a movie and slept .


He is My Sun in a gloomy town