Ranias_Heaven

" He is sunshine, I was midnight rain "
Just like that we were , and we met .
For me he was the sun in that gloomy town , he lightened up that dry empty desert and made it the home I wanna go back all the way for .
He leaned closer from my ear and whispered " I want you , I want you in the sweet old traditional way , and not the way that breaks your heart and cause you pain...wait for me "
I always admired my space and feared to be close from anyone , anything, until he showed up and made me want him so close , until ....Fate started to throw arches of "why we can't be together even if we are for eachother" on us , just to push the magnet that pulled us together away .
He said "call my name and I will be right to your face , just Call out my name Reena "
We were two lovers , in a gloomy reality were fantasy can't take over and reality is all that slaps you .

A kiss to my forbidden love : My Magnet

My heart will skip every beat from now on .


His words !!! daaaaamn . what do I say to not sound so drown to him and at the same time be an open door he can approach if he's interested in me .


_You tell me now ..what are you doing up till now ? don't you have university tomorrow?


_well technically since it's passed midnight we're already on the next day , so yes I do have university but I'm not going .


_well first , the classes of Thursday are boring . Second, I'm exhausted of going back and forth , so no thanks , I'll just skip .


_so what are you gonna do tomorrow? I mean today ? haha 


_well I guess revise for my Saturday exam .


_Are you still out there not feeling sleepy ?


_well , I'm just heading back home ... already inside the building.....and to my house door...now in my room .


_ow well , then ...you should probably go to sleep now  


_omg nooo haha just go to sleep already and stop overthinking it too .


_well ...before you go I'd like to advice you something.


The conversation ended after he gave me advices about my overthinking and how I shouldn't care about people opinions of me and should stop explain or trying to please others but myself and I loved , I loved how he got to know a lot about me from few conversations . 


So I advised him from my part as well , following my intuition about him and told him to stop seeing his problems as inner battles and instead to make peace with them and himself , and also to just Start ...no matter how the things he wants , the life he longs for or desire seem hard to get or far , He sould just Start , and that it's okay to feel like you did nothing yet , you achieved nowhere, or even feel like time is just passing and you're growing but reaching nothing. that it's okay to feel overwhelmed and lost sometimes, because there ...is the point of a real start... and he should embrace it .


I loved every part of that conversation and wished he did the same , and just like that  ....the night ended to welcome a morning. 


exchanging heartfelt advices