Ranias_Heaven

" He is sunshine, I was midnight rain "
Just like that we were , and we met .
For me he was the sun in that gloomy town , he lightened up that dry empty desert and made it the home I wanna go back all the way for .
He leaned closer from my ear and whispered " I want you , I want you in the sweet old traditional way , and not the way that breaks your heart and cause you pain...wait for me "
I always admired my space and feared to be close from anyone , anything, until he showed up and made me want him so close , until ....Fate started to throw arches of "why we can't be together even if we are for eachother" on us , just to push the magnet that pulled us together away .
He said "call my name and I will be right to your face , just Call out my name Reena "
We were two lovers , in a gloomy reality were fantasy can't take over and reality is all that slaps you .

A kiss to my forbidden love : My Magnet

As the nervous person my sister Shay is , she acted so suspicious by answering to his question with another puzzling reply .


_i saw your profiles in a group chatting with him ...how do you know him ?


She kept answering to his question with the same confusing answer which made it even more suspicious for nothing.


I prepared myself mentally to chill and answer just okay , when I heard a knock on my door , and it opened.


he didn't even let me finish talking and just left .


I went and opened the kitchen's door , acting like a chill fool who did nothing and heard nothing at all , asking sarcastically to chill out the mood :


_ what is it y'all gathering here *smiling*...is there a reunion?!


He looked at me with his intense eyes but still calm figure and asked :


I looked away like I'm precessing his question in my mind , trying to figure out which Atlas he is talking about whom I clearly know and answered calmly :


_ow ..the blonde guy ? he is your friend?


_yes , he works with me , so unless he studies with you , which he doesn't clearly how do you know him .


I answered simply still keeping my calm knowing exactly what's on his mind right now :


_well it was one evening...and her friend Dina added us inside a group to just chill and talk whith her friend and neighbor , and once we woke up ...we were ..just there .


_ So are you telling me that's it to all of it ? 


_ well duh ! what are you expecting? it's a group ..and multiple people chat in a group , it's not like a private conversation...


He looked at me with his intense suspicious eyes , observing me for a moment and then replied :


_well I don't want you to be friends with my friend, so leave the group immediately, or else next time I swear I'll break your phones .


I was getting hurt and emotional but didn't wanna show it so all I did is answer with a simple " of course " and went back to my room .


the first thing I did while on my bed and teary eyes is " leave the group" with no explanation behind me , and started crying in my bed .


after all the crying I texted my sister Shay to explain to Atlas without making him feel guilty and then went back to crying all the hurt and pain and betrayal I was feeling at the moment away .


I cried for so long I couldn't feel my face muscles no more .


it was partially because I saw it so selfish of him .


why when I finally found a reason to stay , to feel alive and see colors and feel the sun shining on me for the first time in so long in this empty desert that I hated ....all my fantasies broke in a blink of an eye .


I saw all that I have started to build , falling down . 


there was nothing that I could do , I felt useless. 


all of my doubts and nightmares that I had about Us being together , they finally came alive , they reached the surface that I was scared of .


Just how quickly things were almost starting ...they quickly ended .


We are bound to break