Ranias_Heaven

" He is sunshine, I was midnight rain "
Just like that we were , and we met .
For me he was the sun in that gloomy town , he lightened up that dry empty desert and made it the home I wanna go back all the way for .
He leaned closer from my ear and whispered " I want you , I want you in the sweet old traditional way , and not the way that breaks your heart and cause you pain...wait for me "
I always admired my space and feared to be close from anyone , anything, until he showed up and made me want him so close , until ....Fate started to throw arches of "why we can't be together even if we are for eachother" on us , just to push the magnet that pulled us together away .
He said "call my name and I will be right to your face , just Call out my name Reena "
We were two lovers , in a gloomy reality were fantasy can't take over and reality is all that slaps you .

A kiss to my forbidden love : My Magnet

I went back home and didn't change my clothes on purpose waiting for the late evening to come so that I can take my father with me to accompany me to That Supermarket...His workplace.


The time where his shift is supposed to start. 


As my Father reached home tired , I let him take a long breath and relax a bit , prepared him his favorite coffee and fed him and then asked him to accompany me to the Supermarket in our neighborhood, and after minutes of convincing he said yes .


with every step we were making closer my heart was skipping beats , fighting battles I didn't choose .


I tried to mantain my calm but the obvious was on the inside .


It's Been over a month I didn't step a foot in there , nor Met Him .


we stepped inside the Supermarket Door , and I sneaked a look forward where he used to Always stand fixing products facing the entrance .....but my expectations and nervousness were met with a slap of disappointment.


I looked clearly now , my head up obviously looking for something...someone .


This time I didn't fear I'll get caught . Instead I looked more around pretending to look for what I came to buy Infront of my father who looked at me strangely.


I moved between the shelf's still hoping I would find him somewhere lost in here  .


I spent 15 minutes walking slowly in between them while my father started to lose his patience with me pretending to still not find some of the things I came to buy , and when I finally lost hope in seeing him , I knew it was never meant for us to meet this way anyways, we always met randomly at different places , different times , it wasn't when I planned, but when destiny did .


So I walked out of there after paying what I bought and didn't even want and went back home with my father .


I just wondered where was he ? why wasn't he there when it was supposed to be his shift , but then it hit me !! before the drama happened I remembered he changed his shift to morning.


So I decided to go back again but not tomorrow so it's not suspicious, just when I get the chance to .


To Find you