Ranias_Heaven

" He is sunshine, I was midnight rain "
Just like that we were , and we met .
For me he was the sun in that gloomy town , he lightened up that dry empty desert and made it the home I wanna go back all the way for .
He leaned closer from my ear and whispered " I want you , I want you in the sweet old traditional way , and not the way that breaks your heart and cause you pain...wait for me "
I always admired my space and feared to be close from anyone , anything, until he showed up and made me want him so close , until ....Fate started to throw arches of "why we can't be together even if we are for eachother" on us , just to push the magnet that pulled us together away .
He said "call my name and I will be right to your face , just Call out my name Reena "
We were two lovers , in a gloomy reality were fantasy can't take over and reality is all that slaps you .

A kiss to my forbidden love : My Magnet

She asked me Again if u still have feelings for him since I'm asking about him again and I admit it to her , I said yes for the first time out loud, but she acted suspicious again .


I was starting to get sick and tired of this drama and felt like whatever brought us together Me and Atlas was just a joke from destiny and I can't see the sense out of it ,what was the point of us crossing paths ...it killed me that it was for no reason ! it killed me that I thought of myself as the other woman and not The Woman for him , because I saw that it was Her for him , Dina and Atlas .


Damn !!! their names don't even rhyme together, or is it just my jealousy speaking !


Days passed by and we the girls decided to go to the amusement park to change some air because we where all exhausted from our studies and it was their last day of exams and we needed a let out and a little celebration for all that we had been through.


But that night ...while I've been preparing what to wear for tomorrow all I could think about is how it could've been Us going together to the amusement park just as he suggested the first time we opened the group and Talked for real .


How we could have been going together tomorrow and enjoying our favorite place , and it made me kinda sad .


I shared how I felt with my sister and she saw how sad I was so she texted her Besty Dina and suggested her to try and bring Atlas with Neither Me nor Him Know .


But I quickly noticed when I saw her hiding her phone away from me suspiciously, so I took it to read and that's when I read Dina's answer:


_ Look Chay ! I also wanted to help her too , and I told him before but he said he doesn't want anything to do with Aden's sisters, and he said we could only go the both of us alone .


I read that message reply with my dropped to the floor jaw and wide eyes ....


I couldn't believe what I was reading ! 


I was hurt ! sad ! disappointed! but mostly in myself and no one else's.


it was for sure My time to move on for once and for all .


And that's what I told and agreed with the girls about and I also felt bad for suspecting in Dina who only wanted to help all along just for a boy , and suddenly all of her acts made sense after yesterday.


we had a really good time at the amusement park , fun I didn't have in a while .


It was a different amusement park from the one we agreed about before but it was a fun one without a lot of crowd , which gave us the opportunity to play a lot of games in a short time , we meditated and took a lot of photos and then got kicked out for helping a group of boys enter the park when they weren't allowed to without a company of girls After getting exposed haha .


It was a memory to laugh about and remember for sure .


Amusement Park + Atlas ending !