chapter 7 - Questioning myself

Meiku started to walk home trying to not think about the events that happened today. Meiku mind was blank as he was walking, he had his mind clear for he didn't want to accept what had happen. At some point his walk turned into strides and without knowing he was already home.

He went in and threw himself on the bed ,his arm over his eyes now thinking about it. He couldn't help it at his point as he had nothing else to think about. Hearing Chino perspective of things, it was truly not something he had ever thought about. Thinking back not everyone had appreciated Meiku's effort to help.

He never really thought about the hurtful words that other said to him untill now.

Meiku always thought that saving people is always the right thing to do. surely doing something is better then nothing. Leaving a person to die isn't morally correct no matter how bad that person is.... right ?

There was this one time Meiku was treating a patient and it didn't go to well.... Meiku brought them in but he clearly was resisting treatment.

"It seems you have been stabbed in the stomach we will need to Stitch it back up, would u mind staying still for a second? It won't hurt at all." ( disclaimer some swear words approaching )

While trying to get free he screamed " you blooming dick! I HOPE YOU DIE ! I don't WANT THIS! leave me flipping ALONE !"

Meiku showed no reaction to his words just kept trying to hold him down " If you don't stop moving I will have to put you to sleep " he said in a calm voice.

"You are a fucking monster and belong in hell! You don't even listen to people wishes and for that you belong in hell! I CURSE YOU!" and with that he was put to sleep as Meiku work on him...

Meiku didn't want anymore to do with this man and left hoping he would be fine but later news about the man came to Meiku's ears that he had killed himself . At the time Meiku was unfazed by the news but now Meiku finally start to think about his actions.

' Should I have done that? Should I have saved him or left him to die ,he want to so surely It would have been better to. Should I have not left him ,did I cause him to commit suicide, am I a bad character???'

It was really late at night but there was someone entering the house. Meiku never had guests especially at this time and they definitely never let themself in just like that. So who was this???

From out the shadows appeared a tall, muscular man, with long purple hair his beauty was stunning especially in the moonlight. It turned out it was general shinite .

Meiku eyes began to tear up he couldn't hold it in anymore and just cried. He just cried.... The general didn't understand what was going on , he thought did I make him cry. He slowly approach Meiku and put his arms around Meiku and Meiku didn't struggling at all he just carried on crying in the arms of the general.