KAIA

I wanted to fuck him so badly. I never felt such a pounding sensation that I felt against my pussy in so long.

No guy has ever made me crave them so intensely like this before.

His sexy dominant self just drives me wild.

I don’t think I’ll ever be able to contain my composure while I’m around this man.

I suggested we go to the library to study since we are both students.. It was only supposed to be a cute and innocent date. Somewhere, somehow things just go so intensely sexual… I need to learn how to get a grip.

It's so noticeable on my end too because my nipples were straining through my sweater. I never wear a bra, I hate wearing bras. Why do I have to put one on because men ain’t shit and act as if they’ve never seen breast before, while continuing to sexualize us? It’s ridiculous but life. They can stare at me all they want, as long as they don’t try to touch.

June could also tell I was easily getting turned on by him because my lips were apart, my tongue was darting throughout my mouth and over my lips as I was recalling what his lips felt pressed against mine.

His lips were so soft and they fit against mine perfectly. They were so plum and he kissed me gently but his hands worked through my body as if he hadn't touched me in so long. I was feening for him to touch me even just slightly so I can feel that electricity fire through my body that he inflicts upon me. I then had to quickly jump up and run off to the bathroom before things initiated, either way he's a gentleman but slutted me out in that bathroom. I allowed him to.

I keep debating if I should text June. It's almost 2 am and I just have this gut feeling that he’s up doing homework or something since we didn’t get anything done while being in the library.

“Hey June are you up?”. As I began to place down my phone he responds “I can’t sleep, I enjoyed seeing you today”, “I liked seeing you today as well”. I wanted to tell him something bold but I decided not to say “I want us to constantly text each other, I don’t like having these slight check-ins that we do”. He agreed with me, “yes I like talking to you all the time, the brief conversations that we have makes me feel as if were married and bored of each other, when we both know we excite the fuck out of each other”. I said “oh really? I already know I excite you. I felt the way your dick jumped while pressed against my ass earlier today”.

I didn’t mean for the conversation to go left, but I had to match his energy, it just so happens it was done so in a sexual way.

“It's not my fault your ass just perfectly fits into my body frame too easily” he says. “Don’t lie to me” I respond, “your dick is just long and ends up touching my ass, you know I be pressed up against your thighs instead of your print”. He responds back to me with 3 crying emojis, “you caught me there, it's not my fault my dick hangs low” I respond “I’m not complaining at the fact that your dick hangs low, that’s what makes your weird ass unique” I say with a winking emoji.

I love that we joking flirt with each other back and forth. It really keeps things exciting between us. We continue on with this flirting banter until this fine ass man decides to send me a voice note.

My jaw dropped.

There is nothing more sexy to me over the phone than having a man send me a voice note before he goes to bed.

If I was standing right now my spine would turn into a gummy worm because the way how I would get weak in my mother fucking knees is crazy.

June then follows up with two pink emojis and I just have to smile. He knows my favourite colour and applied that towards me. It's nice to know that he’s putting in a little bit of effort.

I sit up and prepare myself to listen to the voice note.

“Hey gorgeous” I had to pause it right there as I immediately gasped. There is nothing more intoxicating than a man knowing how fine he is and applying the right amount of pressure onto me.

His voice is so slow and seductive, you can tell he’s tired by how deep and lazily he’s speaking his words. He’s breathing hard and in a way it sounds like he’s talking with a smile on his face, as a smile instantly takes place upon my own.

I hit play again.

“Hey gorgeous, from now on we will be having more conversations togethers and no more check ins as you said you don’t like it, I want to let you know I like how things are going, I respect you putting a pause on the sexual aspects we have been applying onto each other because I genuinely do have feelings for you. I hope you sleep tight, I'm gonna give you your goodnight kiss and hug through the phone, goodnight beautiful”.

My jaw dropped.

I don’t know what I thought he was going to say.. I thought he was going to continue the conversation and respond to my message through a voice note.

I am not complaining. I am more than satisfied with what he sent me. I listened to it again and again, and then one more time before I responded. I wanted to send him a voice note back but I decided to just keep him craving me more and send him a simple goodnight text with a pink heart back.

He responds back to me with a “no voice note back?”.

I responded “if you want to hear my voice, I guess you’ll just have to see me in person again”. He responds with “bet i'll see you tomorrow at 7pm. Dress for the weather and dress comfy, I'll see you then. Goodnight beautiful”. I respond “goodnight handsome, see you tomorrow.

I go to brush my teeth and wash my face, as I glance up at myself in the mirror I look flushed. I have smile lines on my face and I have June on my mind.

I already know I'm stuck. I already know I have more than lust towards this guy and it's been in such a short time frame. I know he feels the same way about me also.

I begin to tuck myself into bed and I can’t stop thinking about what he has planned for us tomorrow.

I’m going to play it safe and wear a tracksuit in case it is cold, and in case we are going to be active.

I didn’t think I'd fall for this guy like this. He has me so excited and he’s not even around me.

I’ll just re-read our messages until I fall asleep with a smile on my face, and that’s exactly what I did.