JUNE

I clearly told Victoria to text me before she comes down here with Kaia’s family.

I must have gotten distracted and not hear my phone ring because as I jumped up to put my pants on while her mom stormed out the room in shock, for the past hour she was texting and saying they are on their way.

Fuck I haven’t met her parents at all but here they are standing in front of us, as they seen us perform such innocent sexual acts upon her daughter.

Kaia looks so embarrassed. Her dad looks like he wants to kill me. Victoria has a huge smile on her face and gives the thumbs up to Kaia. Her mom is outside in the hallway trying to unseen what she saw from her daughter.

As long as Kaia feels more calm from the long night she had, that's all that matters to me.

Her mother comes back to the hospital room and I finally take a good look at her. Kaia has her body shape, perky small boobs, and a flat stomach. Hmm the flat stomach makes sense because Kaia works out and eats whatever she wants but still has her body looking sexy at the same time.

Her mom's thighs are chunky like Kaia’s, I wonder if she has a bubble but like her daughter.

I slightly laugh to myself because I shouldn’t be thinking about her mom like that.

Kaia’s dad clears his throat but yet he still doesn’t say anything to me or to Kaia. His eyes just keep on shifting back and forth between me and her.

Her dad is shorter than me, maybe 5 '11, which explains why Kaia is so short, but I couldn’t picture her with any height on her. He has a full beard, the same skin complexion as her, same big eyes and he has smile lines around his mouth so I'm assuming they have that same wide smile.

She looks just like her dad with her facial features but her body is snatched the fuck up as her moms which makes my dick twitch a little bit as I think about how I made my babygirl cum so hard around my fingers, but my head starts throbbing and I fall a little dizzy, so I decide to excuse myself from her family.

“Hello Kaia’s parents, it was nice to meet you unfortunately I wish it could’ve been under better circumstances-“ “son please just leave the room, it was nice meeting you too”. Her mom chimes in towards her husband “sweetheart don’t be so mean to the young boy, you know how horny these young teenagers can be. It was nice meeting you too son, do you have a way home?”.

Wow she is super sweet like Kaia, now I understand where she gets her manners from, fuck its crazy. “Yes I have my own car” she gives me a motherly smile. “Kaia, I'll come check on you later in the evening and bring you whatever you need, okay? “Okay June, thank you I'll text you with updates later”.

I hesitantly looked over to her parents before I walked closer towards her bed. Kaia’s big eyes looked up towards me as I gently placed a kiss upon her forehead. I turned to exit the room and her dad's mouth was in a straight line, her mom's eyebrows were raised and Victoria's face looked like it was in awe.

I decided to push it a little bit more and turned around before I opened the door “I love you Kaia”, opened the door and closed it behind me.

I know I’m pushing it, I know I should’ve been a little bit more respectful, but at the same time I love their daughter and I really want to proceed to fall in love with her.

My head began to get a little dizzy again as I stumbled into the seat. I wonder what is going on with me right now.

I see a chair close by and I stumble into it, as I take a seat and I see a nurse come up to me, as well as Victoria walking out the room as well with a concerning look on her face.

“You know June, I would love to have a man make me orgasm the way you made my girl cum like that” she chuckles to herself. “June are you okay” as I was about to tell her yes I feel the room spinning around me. I feel my body begin to get really hot and aching as the hallway caves in and gets darker around me as my eyes flutter shut.

“Hello June, are you awake, it seems as though you have the flu and passed out” a nurse says. “June what the fuck, are you okay you just, do you want me to get Kaia?”.

I like her for Kaia but Victoria around me is fucking irritating. “Victoria please shut the fuck up, my head is pounding and you’re not making it any better with your screeching voice” “okay jeez I won’t tell Kaia, ill leave you alone now, and text you later” “you promise you won’t tell her?” “Yeah my guy I won’t say nothing shit” as she storms and slams the hospital door which makes me wince in pain.

“So so sorry I completely forget about your head” she comes in and says to me as I stick up the middle finger to her.

The nurse comes back up to me and starts checking my vitals. I get nervous as she hesitates to speak. “June you got tested at a clinic a while back, correct? “Yes that is correct, how do you have my results?” “It is in the system” she says, which makes sense to me.

“Is there anyone like Kaia or your parents who you would like to have here with you as I tell you your results?” “No it's okay, just tell me” “The reason why you passed out, June is because your parents both carry the variant of human immunodeficiency virus, do you know what that is?” “Nope I never heard of that, what does that mean? I am so fucking confused right now.

“Well June you have been getting treated with a medication that helps subside symptoms, and has a little effort into stop spreading it, but it isn’t certain”

“Nurse what the fuck is human immunodeficiency virus? “June I am unsure if you parents have made you aware of this disease that you have” “Disease???” I don’t know what the fuck this lady is talking about but my mind is spinning.

“Your parents may have not let you know you have HIV because of the heavy medication you are on, you are on medication right? “Yes I am, I thought it was because of my heart disease I apparently have…” “No June you have HIV, that is what that medication is for… this is the reason as to why you may have passed out, did you not take it in the past 12 hours? “No I didn’t nurse, I have HIV?” “Yes sir I am afraid you do, I am sad to let you know of this like this, I am sure your parents were going to tell you as you got older”

This nurse keeps on talking but I am not listening to her. My mind is wandering back to high school when we learned about the different types of STI and STDs people can get from unprotected sex. Good thing I wear a condom because I would have spread it with other females.

Fuck! I kissed Kaia. She’s my first kiss too, but I was too shy to let her know that. Whenever I have sex with girls I just hit it from the back, bust my nut on their ass and leave, fuck it if they didn’t finish I get what I need and leave.

How am I going to tell her this? “I kissed my girlfriend today and I didn’t take my medicine last night. '' I cry to the nurse. “It doesn’t work that fast, since you have been consistently taking it, it needs to be more than 24 hours so you are fine. We can discreetly do blood work on her to make sure she is okay and clear” the nurse says in a reassuring tone.

She exits the room to see the blood work on Kaia’s chart to make sure that nothing I have has spread onto her.

I am so scared Kaia is gorgeous, she wants and has so many men who are interested in her. I can’t be the reason why her sex life ends. My mind is racing. I have no idea what I am going to do if she has what I have.

I drift off into sleep because of the night and tears I have cried in the past hours.

***

I wake up to the nurse shaking me awake “June I don’t want to wake you all the way but Kaia’s blood work came back clear. I am so sorry to have broken the news to you like this. I will continue to let you sleep”.

I nod my head barely at her as my head falls heavy again and I drift back into sleep. I want Kaia in all different types of ways, but I need to be honest with her about my diagnosis. I am so scared.

It explains why I got my lymph nodes and tonsils taken out when I was younger. It explains why I was always sick and missing kindergarten and elementary school… but my parents just lied to me and said it was my heart giving me problems.

My flu-like symptoms weren’t actually flu- like. My fever, headache, fatigue, joint pains, chills were actually me having an outbreak of my HIV symptoms.

More tears fell down my face. I don’t know how to handle this news, but I have been handling it for years. How I am going to tell Kaia, fuck I need to tell Kaia. She will never want to be with me after all of this. No one will want a man like myself who has HIV. Fuck man I wish I had chlamydia or gonorrhoea instead…