Stress and fear

Y/n's pov:

You witnessed the look Kathrin shared with her girlfriend and wondered what it was about but it was not your business.

"Okay everyone, I will go and get the blueprint with Lena and Lizzy. Kathrin and Felix should take a look at this abandoned school together." You said.

"I will join them." Alex and Ginny said at the same time.

"Good, we should make my house our base for this mission and come back after we are finished so we can discuss and initiate phase two." You explained.

Everyone nodded and you stood up. It took all of the power you had in your body. You never had felt this weak.

"Are you sure you want to leave the house?" Lizzy asked concerned because she probably noticed how you struggled to keep standing.

"She is right. You should go to bed and rest." Alex pointed out and grabbed your arm to support you.

"I can't. I have to do something otherwise I will just think about El and I don't want to cry my heart out again." You thought.