Chapter 51

I start this online journal to say the words I cannot or choose not to say in the world I am by your side. After all, you do not appear unless there is a special occasion or when I am inexplicably unhappy. In that world, you comfort me when I am in grief, prepare thoughtful gifts, and embrace me. In your presence I get choked up knowing that the time where we are together is limited. I am well aware of the cursed time, our conversation that lasted 5 minutes is actually 12 hours, the moment it stops, I shall wait for another day to meet you. A day, weeks, months, and even years, I am bound to wait but I cannot complain, for everything is worth it the moment I see your face. I choose not to waster our time chattering