Shopping Therapy

It took hours to clean up the battlefield, and everybody was exhausted by the end. I tried to make the valley look clean once more before packing it in for the night. I needed a break, and I brought everyone back after securing the loot inside the cave. There were a lot of guns now inside the cavern where we were, and I let them feed the dog guy and everyone else as I ate and drank water. My supplies were fine at this point, and I picked up several packs from the Raiders. 

When I finished cleaning up and putting my criminal slaves to bed, I logged out feeling stressed and tired as hell. I put the time dilation to one to one time and slowly got out of the VR pod. I stretched, standing up, and stepped out of my room. I felt dead right now, and I needed to move my body somehow. I walked into my closet stripping and noticed that my laundry was starting to pile up, and I had a couple of loads to do.

I looked at all my clothes and wanted to pick up a couple more. I wanted to get some stress out by going shopping for some new sleepwear. I liked thinking about what the perverts might like despite myself. It almost seemed pure how much they loved my sleeping dress-up. I knew they were looking at me pervertedly, but I had been used to that my whole life. I wasn't above a little fan service, and frankly, some of the things my brother taught me were very perverted. 

He was a fucking freak pervert.

I shook my head, not wanting to think about my brother, and remembered that I told the cucks wife to come here. Or was it the cuck herself? I don't remember, but I could always send a message to them to tell them not to come tonight. Honestly, the thought of being dominant tonight made me frown. There was no way I wanted to be a top tonight, and the thought lowered my sex drive.

I grabbed my gym clothes, and I thought about tossing them aside before getting up and walking to the bathroom. I was sweaty from the pod, or I felt like I was sweaty, and so I got into the shower after stripping naked. Then, I got into the shower and quickly hosed my body down with some light body wash. It was a utilitarian shower visit, and I got out just as quickly. I dried myself off quickly and walked out of my bathroom, grabbing my phone. I walked back into my closet bedroom and typed up a message to the couple I had been playing with at night. I told them I forgot if we planned something for tonight, but either way, I would be canceling it if we had plans or not. I also quickly noted that I wanted to go out shopping for tonight and looked at my casual clothes. I needed something I could quickly change out of.

I grabbed a good bra in teal and panties that matched before grabbing some looser ripped jeans for the look and a tank top with a cool leather jacket. It looked a little simple, but I didn't care. I wanted something simple that was easy to strip so I could try on some new clothing. I finished dressing and pulled up the Uber app, requesting a ride. With my five-star rating as a passenger with over forty reviews, I should have one quickly. Meanwhile, I pulled up my banking app to look at the current balance.

With what I was making this month so far, I thought about it. I know I shouldn't splurge, but this month has been a boon. The viewers from a couple of raids had been generous with my stream while I had been sleeping. I could afford to spend a little more on the outfits, which I could also write as business expenses. 

With my need to rationalize my vain side, I was going to leave my apartment for the first time in a week. Maybe even longer, as I was having trouble remembering the last time I left my place. I grabbed my keys and locked my door on the way out. Just the notion of going out and shopping had me smiling as I got on the elevator, and soon I was waiting for my Uber. A minute later, I got into the car with the driver, who had a nice five-star review, and I told him to go to my favorite shopping center with a dozen brands I could afford. 

After confirming that I was his passenger, I relaxed back in my seat, feeling growing excitement. I knew this was my vain, materialistic side showing, but I could not wait to do some retail therapy. There was nothing like being in a store trying on new clothing. I wonder if I could find something that made me look like a badass. I also wanted to find something that would make me look cute. Maybe it is something that I could go to the bar in and get picked up.

I could do with a night being the bottom right now. I could feel the desire to bottom for someone. To truly let them ravish my body. I was having my masochist side come out a bit after unleashing my darkest side a couple of times. Now, I wanted someone to pin me down. I wonder if that BDSM bar is open tonight?

My mind was a swirl of random thoughts as I needed to blow off some steam. Images of the game's battlefield kept entering my mind here and there from time to time already, and I saw the bloodshed. If that were going to be every game in the pro league, they would have to tone down the gore. It felt a little too realistic. I shivered as I remembered the guts pouring out of a man's stomach from the camp trap, and I shuddered once more.

Space combat would not have that problem, at least.

"You know what, I am not going to think about that game at all," I said aloud, promising myself. "Tonight is to blow off some steam and take a night without thinking about it at all. I need a break, so I am taking one!"

This was an announcement to myself despite the Uber driver looking back at me. "Do you want me to ask or not?" The Driver piped in respectfully.

"Sorry, that was for me," I replied with a smile as I saw us getting closer. Everywhere in Ontario, it took a bit to drive unless you were next door, and I smiled, "I have been thinking about work too much, and I am a little stressed. Tomorrow, I will be back at it, But tonight, I get to enjoy myself."

"Ah, important to take time for yourself and destress," The Driver replied with a smile, "Otherwise, we burn out and are unable to perform. I hope you have a great night tonight; go enjoy yourself, girl," He finished with a grin.

"Thank you, Although you haven't finished bringing me to my destination," I replied, and we both chuckled before returning to ourselves. What a great driver, knowing when to talk and when not to.

I relaxed into the seat and thought about what I wanted to buy. Definitely an outfit for tonight; I wanted something cute or maybe saucy? I wanted to bottom tonight and be ravished to forget things. So maybe even both?

My mind continued to think of the possibilities when the car stopped, and I thanked the driver before exiting the car. I sent the money and put in a great review for the guy. He was really a great driver, and I headed to the first shop. You needed to start with over clothing. I would move on to undergarments later.

Walking into the first brand, called Bombers, was a darker punk theme. They were newer, and I had a jacket from them that I liked. Looking around, I found a nice Tube top that would be perfect for a top if I was going to be a top at the meeting place. It looked pretty great with the jacket over the top and the ripped jeans. It was a more clubbing look than I had right now, and I loved it. I looked for the top to see if I could try it on and had to flag down an employee.

After a couple of minutes, I had a hanger with the tube top on it, which was supposedly my size. I started to hunt around to see if I liked anything else. I hated their branded shirts mostly, and I found a nice pair of ripped jeans. But I had about a dozen ripped jeans; these were not much different, so I decided against it. I frowned as I had only liked the tube top so far here, and that was sad for the first store. 

I was about to give up when I found some leotards for everyday wear. I couldn't help but wonder how they would fit despite my extra package. They could be handy when you were wearing pants that were a little loose around the hips. I couldn't help but pick out half a dozen to try on in various colors. Then, I took my score and headed to the changing rooms to change. 

Going outfit to outfit, I looked at myself and enjoyed the various different looks I could pull off. I would change my hairstyle even as I put on different colors, and I found the Leotards were comfortable despite my extra package below. They looked awesome if I let my pants hang low, too. There was a cool little bit where my hips would stick out and nothing else. It was enticing and showed nothing explicit. With my jacket and jeans, I thought if I put on the right belt, I would look fucking awesome.

I picked up a light green leotard from the colors, tried on the tube top last, and liked it, too. I checked the price, though, and I scoffed. For a piece of fabric over my breasts with no branding? I am not paying that much!

I took my leotard and brought out the rest with me, dumping them for an employee to deal with, and headed to the register with a bright smile on my face. After taking my score, I was on to the next shop. I spent some time there but ultimately found nothing I liked enough to put on in the changing room. It was sad when a brand was dying, and I couldn't find something for myself. I had not found anything in this store for the last three times I had been here, and it was a shame.

Moving on to the next store, I was hoping for something and quickly found a cute shirt and pants. I started to go a little crazy checking things out and pulling things out in my size. I went from rack to the tables to the shelves and all over. I was enjoying myself and picking out various styles I wanted to see myself in. I might not purchase any of them, but I loved looking around and finally got a changing room. 

Again, I went through the styles, tried them on, and smiled, changing my hairstyles with them. I was giggling as I changed again and again. I was having so much fun as I looked at them all. Lost were thoughts of the game. All I thought about now were these outfits. I enjoyed myself immensely but ultimately found nothing that spoke to me to the point of purchase.

Again, I moved on to another store and continued shopping, coming out with one of my new favorites that I would probably never wear. It was a double zip-up high-top gothic style shirt that went up and covered half my face with a mini leather skirt with matching chains. It looked fucking awesome on me, and I could not stop myself from purchasing the outfit after seeing myself in it once. I would have to find an opportunity to wear this somewhere in the future.

I went on to shop more and more but did not find anything I really wanted, so I went to the lingerie store. I found dozens of cute outfits there but wanted something to bottom in. Something that would really gear up a dominant top to wreak me like a bitch in heat. I wanted what I wanted now, and I started thinking about everything I saw today. It looked like I was going to have to mix and match to get what I wanted. I wanted something new to be broken into and went through a mental list.

Then, as I was walking into a corner of the store that I had not been to yet, I found out what I wanted to wear tonight to entice a dominant to me tonight. It would be a bit of a pain in the ass to put on, but it was cute. It wasn't outright lewd, and I could wear it outside to go wherever I needed to go. It was a sexy black lacey dress that had a wide open back trailing down to my leg with it partially laced up to the leg, and it would show off an asscheek to the world. It was fully covered in the front, but the back was nice and spicy. I shivered thinking about it. The cross laces would only entice men and women even more into the club. I would be announcing what I wanted tonight, and I did want it tonight. 

I shivered and looked to see if they had it in my size. The smile on my face was bright when I pulled out the dress in what should be my size. I almost ran for the changing rooms and put it on. It was like a glove and showed off my cleavage, and the dress was so short that if I wore no panties, my cock would be hanging out. No, this teal underwear had to go. Unfortunately, I had to wear something to keep myself from hanging out, so I went back out in search of underwear. I was on the hunt for the perfect underwear tonight.