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[18+, nsfw, mature content, sensitive content]

"From the tips of his hair to his lips and eyes—everything about him is red. His entire being screams 'walking red flag.' And yet, he treats me differently... or is it just my imagination?"

After the death of his parents in a car accident, Akagi Suga sold his parents' house and moved to unknown apartment in Shinjuku. He raised his younger brother alone, their life didn't go smoothly but at least as long as Suga lived with his younger brother, their life was always pleasant.

Until finally people from IHPS (International Human Protection Squad) approached him, making Akagi Suga remember again that his father was a former instructor of that special forces.

He didn't want to get involved with people from an organization created by elites under the guise of ‘military’, an organization filled with crazy people, but when Nakajima Yuki, his childhood friend asked Suga to join IHPS, at first Suga refused, however—

"It wasn't an accident, both your parents were killed."

He already had this suspicion for a long time.

'Will going to IHPS make it easier for me to find out which organization killed my parents?'

And why did a madman named Zion Hughes always make it difficult for him to find out about the organization?

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[BL] EGOTISTIC

Yes I have an obsession with omegaverse, i love this trope so much— and I'm not ashamed about it. Long live omegaverse

Content warning : omegaverse, Violence, 18+, military/special forces, human trafficking, heavy themes, sociopathic possessive tops with their 'I want to run away from you' bottoms

This will be a slow burn one (average words per-ch : 1.3k-1.8k words)

volume 1 : Egotistic [alpha/beta(omega)]

volume 2 : Unapologetic : [alpha/beta] (not yet released : Logan/Niel)

volume 3 : Delirium : [alpha/alpha] (not yet released: Jerome/Sena)

Additional warning ; dark romance, dubcon, violence, sensitive content, etc

•UNAPOLOGETIC : (I'm going to publish it this year, so the warning would be in the book)

Additional warning ; heavy themes, fake dating, mercenary bottom.

⚠️ If you can't read this kind of sensitive content, don't read. There's no rape for the main character in Egotistic (though some act would come across as dubious consent)

Do you know why I ended up using the name IHPS? I actually came up with a bunch of made-up special force names for Egotistic, like IHPF (International Human Protection Force), IHPO (International Human Protection Organization), ISOT (International Special Operations Team), and IHPSU (International Human Protection Special Unit). I was kind of inspired (took references) by real-life names like Interpol, ISAF, lol (I'm a nerd for this kind of military setting XD).

But somehow, none of those felt quite right :/

I really wanted something that started with "International" to give the sense that this organization doesn't belong to any single country, it's meant to be a neutral global force. At the same time, I wanted it to sound small and exclusive, like it's hard to get into. They're not some huge army, they work more in tight, focused small group for each mission.

That's why I ended up going with "squad."

Let me break down the organizations I've mentioned so far in the story:

IHPS (International Human Protection Squad): Handles high-priority missions assigned by elite groups. They go after terrorists, fight in wars, and often include specialists (ex like Marcus who's good with bombs, Sean the informant, and Aaron the sniper. It's mostly made up of bored rich kids or people just chasing a massive paycheck.)

3IG: Functions more like the FBI. (Would explain more in Delirium)

Noir: The name just means "night." basically like they're work in silence. They're basically filled with highly skilled snipers, detectives, and they're tightly connected to the police force. More localized in the country of each branch. (Niel was once an instructor here, would explain more in UNAPOLOGETIC)

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