Chapter Twenty Seven

I give Cameron some time to gather his thoughts. What he has just told me has left me confused and with more questions than answers. I feel like I didn't know Matt as well as I thought I did. This fills me with so much sadness. At the same time I don't blame him for keeping secrets from me. I was never really honest with him anyway. I can't believe that our relationship was built on nothing but lies.

"I am sorry you had to see me like this."

Cameron's voice drags me from my thoughts. I look at him, confused.

"See you like what?"

"I'm sorry you had to see me so weak. That's why I didn't want to tell you. I hate myself for what I did. I wish I could change it. If I could go back in time I would. Everyday I think of all the things I could have done differently."

The sadness in his voice cannot be disguised. Who knew Cameron Cahill had problems this deep. I used to look at him and I thought he had it all.