It Freaking Hurts

He wanted to walk up.

How could he not want to go up?

He wanted to walk up to her and ask her directly, "What's wrong? Why are you wearing someone else's coat?"

No, he couldn't ask that. He should say, "Jin Nian, happy birthday. I came here especially to celebrate your birthday."

No, he should have pulled her away and said, "Jin Nian, you idiot. Don't you know that I like you? Why do you have to be so close to others?"

No, that's not right. It doesn't seem right. No matter what, it doesn't seem right.

Lu An, who had always ignored the thoughts of others and only acted according to his will, was a little helpless. He didn't know what to do. He thought about how he should start chatting with Jin Nian after not seeing her for a few months. However, it seemed that nothing he did would be right.

Therefore, he just stood there quietly and looked at Jin Nian.

He watched Jin Nian holding hands with another boy under the streetlight.