Flashbacks and realizations

Clary's P.O.V:

I started to wake up with a very bad headache. But there's something not right; the pillow is kind of hard and smells really nice, so I start sniffing it again when it vibrates, and that is so strange. So I opened my eyes to see why it was vibrating, only to find that, in fact, it wasn't a pillow; it was Leon's chest. I gasped and moved away from him quickly.

"Were you just sniffing me?" he asked while laughing, and I blushed and turned away from him as his eyes roamed my body. "My shirt looks good on you," he said, and I looked down to see that I was really wearing his shirt.

Wait a minute

I'm half naked and wearing his shirt, and he is half naked and in my bed.

Oh my god ! Oh my god!

"Wait a minute! Did we...? Umm, what happened last night?" I asked, and he looked at me confused.

"What do you mean? You don't remember..." he asked with a look of disappointment and a hint of sadness that quickly disappeared, and I shake my head.

"Oh, my goodness! Did we...?" I asked and pointed between the two of us.

" Oh god ! Of course not, Clary! Do you think so little of me? "Would I have sex with you when you are drunk?" ", he asked, shocked and slightly enraged. "Just for your own knowledge, I would never do such a thing, Clary."

" I'm sorry ok ? It's just because both of us are half-naked and you were sleeping in my bed, so I was slightly worried, so I just wanted to make sure." I said, and he nodded, "My head hurts so much."

"Just go take a shower while I prepare breakfast for both of us," he said and walked out.

I went to the bathroom to take a shower when I started thinking

Why did he ask me if I didn't remember anything from last night and seem sad when he knew I didn't?

I honestly don't remember most of it, but the last thing I remember is sitting with Cole on the bar when Leon approached and wanted to fight Cole, and then he apologized and then called me beautiful, but I can't really remember what happened after that.

I need to remember!

After I took the shower and wore some decent clothes, yoga pants, and a crop top. I went down to see Leon in the kitchen, and the food smells delicious.

"Wow, it smells delicious," I said to him, and he turned around and smiled at me.

"Thank you," he said. "Take this aspirin; it will help with the headache."

I look at the counter to see the pill on the counter and the glass of water next to it. I nod, and he turns around and continues making breakfast. I took this time to check him out; he looks like he took a shower as well, and he is wearing a new, clean t-shirt with a pair of sweatpants. I also admire how the t-shirt hugs his huge muscles and how good he looks.

When he turned around suddenly, he said, "Take a picture; it will last longer."

I look at him to see him smirking, and that just makes me roll my eyes, and then I pick up the pill and down it with some water.

Don't look so confident. "I was just thinking about something else," I said.

"Oh, really?" he asked, and I nodded. "I have a feeling that you are lying."

"No, why would I lie about something like that? You are not even that attractive," I said, and he raised his eyebrows at me.

"I think I like drunk Clary more; at least she is honest," he said as he shrugged and continued cooking.

Oh my god ! What did I say when I was drunk? Did I tell him that he was attractive?

"What was I being honest about? And what did I say when I was drunk?" she asked nervously.

"Nothing really; it's not important," he said.

"No, please tell me," I said, and he shook his head. "Leon, please just tell me."

"You may or may not have said that I have nice hair and nice lips," he said, grinning, and I groaned.

"You know that I was drunk, right? Nothing I said is true," I mumbled.

"Yes, right," he said.

After a while, he finished and put my plate in front of me, which was full of pancakes, bacon, and an omelette.

"Oh, these are my favorites. Thank you," I said.

" I know . Now eat because you haven't eaten anything since yesterday," he said, and I nodded and started eating. It was really delicious, and I moan at its deliciousness. I look at Leon to see him watching my lips, and then he sighs and continues eating.

"Can I ask you a question?" I said, and he nodded, "Can you tell me what happened last night?"

He swallows and says, "Nothing really happened. I got you home, and then you said you wanted to take your dress off, so I helped you take it off, then I took my dress off and gave it to you so you wouldn't be naked, but then I fell asleep in your bed accidentally." He said, and I nodded, but I have a feeling that he is lying. I decided to let it go, and I will try to remember it myself.

"You didn't go to work today?" I asked him

"No, I decided to stay at home today," he said.

"Ok, since you are staying at home, how about we do something?" I asked.

" Sure . What do you want to do?"

"I don't know. you decide ." I said

"Ok, how about we go swimming in the pool, then I'll take you out for lunch and ice cream, and maybe we can go to the cinema or watch a movie in the house theater?"

"That sounds amazing," I said. "Just a second, the house has a theater?"

"Yes, you didn't know," he asked, confused.

"No. Is there anything else I don't know about?"

"Well, we have an arcade room, library, indoor pool, jaccuzi, sauna, and a gym," he said.

"How could you not tell me that we have all that?" I asked, and I just realized that I said "we have and not "you have."

"You didn't ask," he said.

"Ok, then after we come back from lunch, you have to show every room, and then we will watch a movie in the theater," I said.

"Okay, your wishes are my commands," he said, winking. I laughed, and he laughed with me at his silliness, and then we resumed eating.

When we finished our breakfast, each one of us went to his room to change into swimwear. After a while, I finished and went down wearing one of Leon's shirts over my black bikini. When I got to the pool, Leon was already there, and when I came in, he was checking me out.

"Are you checking me out?" I asked him while smiling.

" Yes , so what ? You always check me out," he said as he shrugged, and I blushed and took off Leon's shirt to reveal my black bikini, then sat down and looked at Leon to see that he was still checking me out.

"Do you enjoy what you're seeing?" I asked, and he blushed, then smirked and said

"Actually yes. Anyway, why are you sitting down? Aren't you going to swim?" He asked, confused.

"No, I'm just going to watch you," I said, lying down and closing my eyes.

"Okay, as you wish," he said, and then, after a few seconds, I could feel myself being lifted up.

"NO! LEON .Do not do that!" I yelled as he chuckled and threw me in the pool.

I decided to exact my vengeance by failing to resurface immediately, despite knowing how to swim, and when I did, I began slapping the water everywhere, making it appear as if I was drowning. "Leon,...help me," I pleaded while doing underwater and then up again. "I can't... swim."

" Oh god ! Clary ! What have I done? " he said as he jumped in the pool and swam quickly to me. When he reached me, I started laughing, and he looked at me puzzled.

"Why in the hell did you do that?" He said that, and then he hugged me and brought me to his chest, saying, "God, you scared me. I thought I killed you or something."

"To get revenge, you idiot," I said, and he sighed. Then he put space between us so he could see my face, but his hands were still around my waist.

" I'm sorry ok ?" He said, "Don't ever do that to me again."

I nodded, and he was looking at me longingly, more specifically at my lips. Why do I feel like this is familiar? And why do I have a sudden urge to kiss him? I need to stop this now.

"What are you doing, Leon?" I asked while nervously biting my lips, and he looked bewildered.

"Stop doing that, Clary," he said, and I looked confused. "Stop biting your lips."

Why does this sound familiar?

**********

"Stop doing that, Clary," he said, and I was confused. "Stop biting your lips,"

I smiled and asked, "Why?"

"Because if you don't stop, I might not be able to control myself and kiss you," he said.

"So kiss me," I said as I came closer to him, and now our lips are only inches apart. he hesitates

"Not now, princess." "When you are sober enough to remember it," he said, and he started to lean away when I pulled him and put my lips on his.

I am kissing him.

And his lips taste amazing. This kiss is very different from the one we shared before.

***********

Oh my god! I kissed him.

It was an amazing kiss

"Why?" I asked nervously, wanting to know what he would say.

"Just because," he said as he let go of me and began swimming, leaving me confused and missing the warmth of his body.

Why are you missing his body warmth?

No specific reason, stupid voice!

But why didn't he tell me that he kissed me? Why did he lie to me?

Did he not like the kiss?

Did he not feel like I did?

Was it that bad?

WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE?

You again, and I care because we are friends and we shouldn't be kissing; it's not right, and I care for my friends' feelings.

Really ? Keep telling that to yourself; you might actually believe it after some time.

Oh my god! Why am I feeling like that?