Class

I entered the class and found Mr Jerry already in class teaching … he saw me but decided not to pay attention to me and continued teaching while I walked to my seat.

I sat down quietly and look around to see if Jessica was in school then I realized she was also looking towards my direction. Our eyes met and she smiled at me and l also did same then paid attention to what Mr jerry was teaching that morning. After two hours of teaching Maths , Mr Jerry left the class finally for us to have  time on the assignment he left before going out of the class.

" you were late for Mr Jerry's class Bella" I heard Jessica saying to me when she got close to my desk and sat on it to talk to me. " yeah" " you over slept I guess"  " yeah didn't wake up early that why" I answered her while she took her phone out from her pocket and showed me a picture of someone she was following on Instagram. " check this out Bella, how do u see him?" she asked me expecting me to give her an answer to her question " normal" I told her and she look at the picture again and look back at me " seriously Bella" she said out of dismay cause she wasn't expecting that answer from me " I thought you would say he's cute, hot and morever attractive but u didn't say any of those …. I know you like cute and handsome guys with curly black hairs" " that was first darling but now no more interested in those stuffs" I told her and close the book after solving my assignment.

  She knew the reason why I said that but she decided to ask me questions I wasn't really ready to be answering " is it because of Edwards that why u seem not to be interested in those stuffs again" she asked me and l kept quiet without answering her " look Bella Edwards is your past now and forget all that happened between both of you and move on again"

I looked at her " move on you say?"I asked her and she answered "yes and stop thinking about Edwards cause he has moved on with someone else and you here thinking of him" she said and tap my shoulder "am sorry Jessy am not sure I would be ready to go into any relationship again even if I would not now" I told her and she was about to talk and l shut her up " no more questions and don't ask me any further questions" I told her and left the class and went to the girls washroom and lock myself there and started crying not knowing what was wrong me. Edwards has taken all my happiness away and I can't stop thinking about him and l always get hurt whenever I do that. I don't know why I keep remembering the memories we had together and this made me cry more and more till I couldn't cry anymore.

I wash my face in order not for Jessy and Alice to suspect I cried again since I promise them I wouldn't cry over Edwards again. I cleaned my face with the towel and try putting a smile on my face running my hands through my blonde hair and went out of the room. I walked towards the canteen and saw Alice and Jessy already having their lunch and in also joined them trying to force a smile on my face but I couldn't.

I realized the two of them were starring at me  and wondering what's going on with me. " you don't know how to fake smiles when you try to do so so stop faking it" my little sister said to me and Jessy also joined her " she must have cried again…. Look at her eyes it swollen and this shows she has cried again" she concluded and raised my head " did u cry again Bella" I heard my sister asking me looking at me closely " of course she did" Jessica answered the question for her.

Then tears started flowing down my cheeks and Jessica stood up and sat beside me and wipe the tears from my face with her face towel " is it about Edwards again Bella" Alice asked looking at me and I nodded " it high time you stop thinking about him else you will keep hurting yourself for nothing…. He doesn't want you anymore that why he moved on with Amaris don't you get" my sister said out of anger and l cried more burying my face in Jessy's bosom " I can't Alice , I love him so much and I can't stand it and watch him move on with someone else" I answered her getting her more angry " Jessica will you please pump some sense into her head for me she's getting me irritated with this stupid love of hers for that stupid boy called Edwards" she said and stood up and left the canteen looking around for someone to talk to .

Jessica raised my head and said "  am sorry what I said earlier hurts you but the truth is Edwards doesn't want you don't you get it Bella …..  you shouldn't be wasting your tears on that dude .. okay look I won't talk about guys again which will remind you of Edwards.right now all you need is to focus on yourself and get strong and start a new life all again am always here for you and your little sister will support you in any decision you would take" she concluded and wiped the tears falling again from my eyes . " thanks jessy I don't know what I will do in this difficult moment I have found myself without you by my side" I told her and she replied " that why you we are besties we here to help each other out" she answered and gave me a smile.

With this encouraging words from Jessica , I decided to let go off everything and forget about Edwards and start everything afresh. Jessica and I went back to the class to have another lesson before going back home.