Chapter 12

I closed my eyes trying to catch some sleep then I felt very cold and could feel someone's presence in the room with his gaze fixed on me then felt a touch on my shoulder so quickly opened my eyes and jasper was sitting close to me with his eyes starring into mine " jasper" I said quietly and hugged him tightly without realizing what I just did.l felt very calm in his arms and not wanting to let go off him " I missed you" he said and returned my hug.

We kept hugging until I came back to my senses so I stopped hugging him and pull my myself away from him "don't you missed me" he asked and stare at me waiting for me to reply him "no" I said in order for him not to notice how much I missed him " you sure about that" he asked me moving close to me and I moved away from him and stood in front of the door.

He moved quickly closed to me which got me stuck on the door because of how fast he came to me " Are you sure you didn't missed me" he asked again staring into my eyes with those blue charming eyes of his. I couldn't look away because of how his eyes were sparkling while staring into mine. I looked away and he moved more closer and said " please look at me" I suddenly look at him and my lips came in contact with his mistakenly.

I was about to take my lips off his but he grabbed it with his and made his way through my tightened lips with his tongue and started kissing me gently. I didn't resist his kiss cause I was dying to have that for almost couple of months when both of us have been running into each other some couple of weeks.

I returned his kiss and we started kissing each other. I couldn't stop him from kissing me cause I needed it badly and also felt calm with it. His kiss felt different with that of Edwards's.

He stopped kissing me suddenly which I didn't want him to stopped but he suddenly did. He moved away from me and I didn't understand why he did that. I walked to him but this time around he didn't look at me but rather stood up leaving me behind but I held him "why ain't you happy to see me after you disappeared for almost two weeks" I said to him but he rather kept quiet without saying anything to me. " you acting strange jasper" I said again and he moved very fast towards me pinning me against the wall and he brought his head towards my neck and I could feel how fast he was breathing.

He held my hand tightly and I could feel the pains he was in flirting on me. " you hurting me jasper" I said to him and he saw how teary I was and he suddenly left me alone " Am sorry" after uttering those words, he felt calm and he look at me with those blue eyes of his. " Am sorry Bella I didn't mean to hurt you" he said again but this time around I didn't mind him but rather left him and went to my bed trying not to look at his face. "just leave me alone" I told him and he was surprised I was sending him away " I can explain Bella" he moved close to me in order to get hold of me but I stopped him " just go I don't want to see you" I told him and he jumped out of my window after realizing I wasn't going to listen to him.

I walked to the window and was about to close it then I saw him standing by his looking at my direction but ignored him after starring at him for a while then close the window and went back to my bed. I knew he was thinking about me the whole night because of the sudden attitude I showed him and asking him to leave me alone.

I slept on the bed facing the ceiling and couldn't think about anything apart from jasper. I missed him all of a sudden and I didn't understand why I sent him away from me then the kiss we had earlier came flashing on my face and this kept reminding me of him and I missed him more. " I need to talk to him tomorrow" I said to myself and smiled and slept off. In the middle of the night, the wind was blowing very fast and this made the window open by it self and I didn't understand why the wind was blowing that way and I became scared and shivering also.

Then I saw a figure standing in the middle of the room looking at my direction then the lights in my room turned on and went off again.

The lights turned on again and I became more scared. " Bella are you okay" I heard a voice saying to me and I raised my head and jasper was standing beside me starring at me then I quickly gave him a hug and he felt how scared I was. " it okay am here with you" " Jasper please don't leave me here by myself" I told him and he sat beside me trying to calm me down.

I realized whenever am with him I feel protected and calm and because of that I didn't want to let go of him. " please stay with me" I informed him and he just smiled at me without uttering a word but just carried me in his arms and place me on the bed and covered me with the cover clothe " Am always with you wherever you are" then he pecked me and went close to the window and closed it. "where are you going" I asked him " Jasmine will spend the night with you" " why" I asked " I will tell you when I get back" he answered and disappeared " kindly get some rest Bella"

I turned and Jasmine was standing right beside me with a smile on her face " how did you get in here" I asked her cause the window was closed " no need for questions" she said and sat in the chair and had her attention on me while she was holding a book in her hand and pretended to be reading. " I know there are lots of questions you want to asked but not at this time … you will get answers to your questions very soon" she added and closed the book. " where you reading my mind" I asked her but she smiled at me and handle me a glass of milk and said " have this" then she moved away from me and sat in the chair and stare at me waiting for me to drink the milk. I drunk some and left the rest on the table and within few minutes I fell on the bed and dozed off. I slept peacefully while Jasmine was sitting in the chair looking after while reading some books.

" How is she" a heard voices in my room and I suddenly opened my eyes and realized it was already morning " She's okay" another voice answered and I look around and saw Jasmine and jasper standing in the middle of the room talking. Jasmine turned and realized I was already awake and gave me a smile " I have to go now …you need to tell her what she have to know" she said and disappeared from the room. He walked up to me pretending everything was okay " what do I have to know" I asked him Immediately he got close to me " it nothing serious" he answered and place my hand in his and kissed it trying to dodge the question I asked him. " Bella" I heard my sister calling my name then the door opened and Alice entered.