I know what you've done (2)

I silently followed my mom as we walked down the hallway, I kept taking glance at her back. I always fail to remark on how beautiful she looks, her long black hair with the depth of obsidian, her height which sits comfortably at 5'10".I can't forget her curvaceous figure with the best hips for any child-bearing, her E-cup chest which balances perfectly with her hips and tight ass, not just that, but her face is also outstandingly beautiful, her soft lips and her snub nose with her soft eyebrows and her ruby red eyes. You know how I said that cultivation techniques will slightly change your demeanor and your looks? I still can't figure out what she cultivates with all these opposite traits.

While I was lost in her figure, we reached her office. I gulped, before looking at her for confirmation. She just stared at me; I assume that meant I should enter.

Once I was inside, she closed the door behind herself and locked the door.

"Sit" That was all I heard before I found myself on my knees in front of an empty chair.

She slowly walked towards the chair before sitting down and crossing her legs.

"…"

"I know what you've done" Was all she had to say before my back started sweating profusely, although she's only staring at me, my heart is beating like a drum.

"Wh-what might th—"

"Did I say you could talk!?" She interrupted me with a yell.

I shut myself up.

"…Haaah, seriously I thought this was only a phase. I really wished it was only a phase." She groaned while talking to herself. I was starting to get confused, I thought she was angry… this sounds more like she's disappoint—

"Have you slept with the maids?" She asks suddenly, breaking my internal monologue.

"W-what? No, I can't" I answered her quickly.

"You can't?"

"I can't, I can't even have an erection yet, how would I sleep with the maids?" I ask back, thinking that maybe there's another way for me to release all this mental pressure from years of blowjobs and service.

"Then why is there so much Yin Qi around you that it looks like you're a cloud!?" She shouts at me.

"What!? You can see that!? I thought only Dual Cultivators could see that!" I was surprised at first but then started pondering, maybe there's techniques that can let you see through this type of stuff.

"It's a sort of divination spell." She says like it's a matter of fact before continuing, "I circle a minute amount of Qi in my eyes and it lets me see the flow of Qi, and the flow around you is comparable to the likes of a tsunami that continues to get bigger every time I see you, at this point, it's overflowing from this room."

I was stunned for a second, she can really see the shit-ton of Yin Qi that's exuding from my body, I can naturally see it if I want to but that probably has to do with the affinity I have with primordial Qi at this point… at least I think.

"How are you not dead from all of that Yin, Damien? You aren't a woman so you shouldn't be able to stay alive for more than a few minutes." She starts, "But from the looks of it, you've been fine ever since you started somehow accumulating Yin, plus, this Yin isn't violent either." She paused, "It's extremely soft towards you, it's like it's softly coating your body."

"Ever since I left the house, I had been eating Yang attribute herbs with the Yin that the maids had been giving me on a daily basis." I started, although I really wanted to lie right now, I thought that this could be advantageous to the question I wanted to ask. "I can't have sex with them since I haven't hit puberty, but, I can always drink their Yin Qi. I would drink it in the morning, at lunch and finally at supper. Plus… I know this sounds weird but… they would prepare my bath by first masturbating in the water, then adding some Yin herbs before feeding me a Hard Yang attributed herb to counteract the Yin poisoning. Though lately, I don't need the Yang herbs anymore, I think my Yang is about to reach a plateau soon." I finished.

She stared at me wide eyed and asked, "Was this your idea?"

I nodded before continuing, "I had finished all the possible studying that I could do, from Qi to the human body… to the arts of sexual intercourse. This seemed like the best way to make my body immune to poisons and other attacks." I then told her, "I can also naturally sense the Qi in the atmosphere without needing to meditate." I hid the fact that I can see the different Qi around people since I felt like that is a very rare ability.

She started crying, I don't know what happened but she just did. I got up and rushed to hug her, she opened her arms and started crying heavily into my shoulder. Once she had calmed down, she told me, still clutching me tightly, "You could have died, nobody and I mean NOBODY would ever do what you've just done" She said while she started stroking my hair.

"But I'm still here, aren't I?" I reassured her, "Now, can I ask something?" I ask her seriously.

She looks me deep in the eyes before nodding in agreement, I continue by asking, "Do I have a father?"

She's stunned for a second, I guess she didn't think that I would ask about my father right at this moment, I add just to make it sound less odd, "I should rephrase, where is my father? I haven't seen him, not even when you gave birth to me. Is he dead? Or did he…" I can't finish my sentence with feeling this sudden urge to kill.

My mother, having sensed my killing intent quickly replies, "No Damien! You don't have a dad!"

I think for a second before asking, "Did you already kill him?" When I thought of my mom having been left by the same person who inseminated my mother, I had lost control for a second.

She sighed before explaining, "It's just as it sounds, Damien… you don't have a father."

"What? How is that even possible?" Now I'm lost, I'm pretty sure you need two people to create a child so, how?

"How is it possible? Not even me and Grandpa know. The only thing that could help create a child would be a certain type of array, but even that requires blood of the opposite sex to activate." My mother had started explaining.

"The thing is, I had initially taken a pill to fake a pregnancy" she continued with a sigh, "Next thing I know, that fake pregnancy turned out to be legitimate. We thought it might have been the pill, but at the time, the pill looked authentic so we're honestly stumped here."

When those words hit my ears, I lost all reason of thought. Doesn't this mean she didn't want me? Was I just a mistake then?

I held myself from crying at this realization, I closed my eyes and closed myself from my senses.

"Damien… Damien? Damien!?" I couldn't hear what she was saying anymore. I just had to leave that situation, so, I did it the only way I thought possible, I used my alternative Qi to forcibly close off my senses.

'I didn't want her to see this side of me… sigh.' I think before I start mulling over the situation.

'I wasn't born through normal means, which also means that I won't have to fight my father (which I don't have) for my mom. That also puts into question, what am I? I'm obviously not human, but I feel human… I think? Does it matter what I am? Does it change that I want women? Does it change that I want strength? Does it change that I'm greedy? No!'

I was subconsciously absorbing a ton of Atmospheric Qi at this point, my body was easily able to remove the impurities thanks to the amount of remodeling my body has gone through with the Yin and Yang Qi I've been ingesting.

At this point, I heard a voice speak to me in the darkness of my mind, {Do you want power?}

I was startled, I replied in a defensive voice, 'Who are you? Show yourself!'

{I can't, I am you. To be more accurate, I am the knowledge that Heaven and Earth have left for you} The voice explained, I was still perplexed and defensive.

'If you were left for me, why couldn't I hear you before?' I started off by asking. I had no idea of what to do in this situation.

'Plus, if you are knowledge from Heaven and Earth, does that mean you know what I am?'

{To answer the first question, I couldn't speak to you because you never completely looked inwardly. As for the second question, I have no idea what you are.} I was wrestling with the news I had just received, if an almighty sliver of knowledge couldn't even know about what I am, who would? I guess I have to—

{But I do know that you created using a natural treasure}

'What's a natural treasure?' I asked.

{A natural treasure is an amalgamation between the energies of Heaven and Earth to naturally create an object, pill, scripture, art, etc.}

It took me a while to understand what happened, it seems I was born from a heavenly treasure masking as a False Blossoming Life pill (fake pregnancy pills official name).

'So, now that I know of your existence, what do we do now?' I asked, thinking about how I still need to make sure my mom isn't too stressed ou—

{You don't have to worry about your birth mother right now.} Did this guy just interrupt my internal dialogue?

'How did you—'

{I am a part of you, I know what you're thinking before you think them. As for your question, I have only one last question even if I know your answer, what is your goal?}

I took a couple of minutes to think about my long-term goals before answering, 'I want to live my life to the fullest!'

{That's not your only goal, is it? You can't lie to me, I am you.}

'…' I say nothing else, that final goal is only for the end of the journey.

{Haaah… very well, it's not like I don't understand. Now that this has all been sorted out, I will be ingraining myself into your mind. This will be the last time we meet, in that sense, it was a pleasure to meet you and a displeasure to part.}

I couldn't say anything. I could hardly think when he had finished speaking.

It's like a dam broke and flooded my head full of information.

My inner self which was originally dark was now pure white while I had a sea of darkness under my feet. Wait, I have a body here? I touch my face and look at my arms, although I have a corporeal body now, it's still partially transparent.

From the huge amount of knowledge I received, I learnt that although I was in here for roughly half an hour, on the outside world it's barely been five minutes. Plus, the stronger I get, the bigger the time disparity becomes.

When I learned of that I took more time to look at my new surroundings, the reflection of the water reflected the opposite of what was in my mind space. Instead of a sea of darkness, it was a sea of pure light while the sky was pure darkness. I have no idea what they mean but it's incredibly cool to look at.

At that moment, I realised that the requirements on my body for cultivation had been released, though I'll wait until I'm in a more comfortable position to peruse through my knowledge of Cultivation Methods.

Since I have nothing else to do in this place at this moment, I reopen my senses to realize that all the atmospheric Qi I had been absorbing has been added to my internal strength which is an incredible bonus! Usually, internal strength is something you accumulate through years of body movements and acclimation with nature. Compare that to Cultivation, where you can't start accumulating Qi until you've strengthened your body, and instead of accumulating from the atmosphere, you move it to your Dantian to purify and store. The fact that I can use atmospheric Qi as an extension of nature sounds obvious since it's a natural element, yet, that never crossed my mind. I guess I'm still immature.

Speaking of immature, my body seems to have grown tremendously within those few minutes that I wasn't outside. I've grown to look roughly like I've hit the age of fifteen while still only being one day from seven years old. Thanks to my sudden maturation and my bodies consideration in all the maids service throughout the years, my dick is roughly six and a half inches flaccid, not only that but my girth already looks like something out of this world for women.

Shuffle, Swish

When I heard the movement in front of me I looked up.

"Mother?"