I envy

I envy your blanket,

That you hold so tight at night,

I envy your bed,

Where you slumber till morning light.

I envy the glass,

Your lips just sweetly kissed,

But I weep in the dark,

Because you're there,

not with me, I'm missed.

I'm here,

you're so far away,

I long to hold you close, so tight,

But distance keeps us apart,

And I can't embrace you tonight.

Some people fall for looks,

Some people fall for beauty,

Some people will fall for I don't know what,

But I fell for you,

The way your hair dances when it greets the wind,

When I see your luscious lips,

When I see your neck unguarded,

When I see your mole, let's not say where,

I don't want anyone to know that.

Some people fall for looks,

Some people will fall anyway at anything,

but I just want to hear you,

hear you say, anything to me any day.

My ears are here,

You can say or nibble on them,

You can scream angrily or you can whisper lovingly.

Your eyes tell a story,

The pain in them,

the pain you can't tell,

You have seen various things through them,

But I see purity, love.

The purity you exclude and include,

When you laugh at my lame jokes,

When you give me the side eye roll,

When you tell me "everything will be okay",

When you tell me "it's okay, hold me anyway".

I want to tease you,

I want to make you mad,

So I can see how adorable you look,

Then I want to make up with you,

And hold you from behind all the time.

I vividly recall the day I laid eyes on you,

In that moment, I had only one thought in my mind,

"She is a true beauty."

Your imperfections made you perfectly enchanting,

Your innocence intertwined with a mischievous charm,

From that very instant, I knew,

This memory would forever be etched in my heart,

For I sensed you would remain with me,

Even if only as a cherished memory.