I’m in a daze as I leave the library. Everything in me burns. The cold air outside doesn’t do much to cool me down. I should be in class, but after that kiss… My tongue flicks out, and I lick my lips. As I make my way to my car, I tug my bag up on my shoulder. I need to text Jared and tell him he can’t meet Evelyn or Carl. I can’t do this. I need time to think. His words about kissing every inch of my skin have me walking faster. I hate how badly I want him.
I get into my car and don’t look around as I leave the parking lot. I blare a classical music station to get my mind off Jared, but forgetting him is like forgetting to breathe. My mind would burn as violently as my lungs would, and it would fill with Jared just as my lungs would fill themselves with air.
My breath grows frantic, and I have no idea what’s happening to me. My vision dims, and I pull in off the road.