34- My Turn To Make Decisions

“They did meet me.” Ry says.

So it was not only my dad but Amanda lied to me too? I felt as if my heart was being stabbed again and again. Is this the feeling of betrayal? The moments when I was in hell of having no way to meet Ry all the people close to me did meet him? Why was I the only person to be separated from him? Was I being punished for something horrible thing I had done in my past life?

“How did they meet you but I didn’t?” I ask out of frustration. Why was I separated from the love of my life while everyone near me were not?