It's over

I didn't go to school for the rest of the week. Normally I would have been dragged back to school by my mom, but after seeing me change so positively over the summer I think she understood that I must have a really good reason to suddenly drop down like this, and decided to support me by not saying or forcing anything. She talked to my teacher at school to say I wasn't feeling well and needed some rest.

Mina sent me a message that day asking if everything was okay because I did not return to classes. I only went back to pick up my bag after everyone had left and went back home.

I messaged back that everything was fine. Just to shut her up so she won't bother me again. She messaged me back saying 'get better soon'.

I won't get better soon, you bitch.

She kept messaging me for the rest of the week I didn't go to school, telling me some random stuff I didn't want to hear. I either just ignored or 'mm hm' my way through the short conversations.

On Friday night, after I missed the whole week, Mina messaged me saying she was 'Just passing by' my house and asked if it was okay for her to come up to see me.

I suppose she really was concerned and probably thought I was very sick.

I knew I couldn't avoid it anymore and I didn't want her to come to our house, so I decided to meet her downstairs.

"Are you okay?", Mina came over to me and asked, putting her hand on my left shoulder. I shook it off. Mina was taken aback for a second but didn't make anything of it.

"I'm fine"

"You don't look too well. You must have been really sick"

"Don't come to see me again"

"…. What?"

"Don't come to me. Don't call me. Don't text me"

"What's wrong Nana? Where's all this coming from?"

"That's even worse, asking me that"

"I really don't get it. Whatever it is, I'm sorry - Nana, talk to me please"

I turned my back on her and walked away. I could feel that Mina was following me for a few steps, then she stopped, but I kept walking away till I got back to my apartment building, not looking back even once.

This is over.

I just don't want to see her again.