Chapter 15: My First gift

 Walking out to meet the fresh morning sun, I felt over agitated to even walk normally. I want to run, I want to shift, I want to scream, it's not easy to see the beautiful sunny morning under different circumstances.

     I do see the sun, I do get to look at it, I do get to think about it, but not with a smile on my face.   Then, I would cry, hoping to get that hope and carefree as the sun one day.

    Holding both sides of my flare dress, I hurried anywhere. Just going to random places, feeling invisible as everyone ignores me giggling all my way through. Nobody to call me cursed, no one to hit me, no one to give me scars again.

    Well, the old ones are healing so fine already.

    Watching wolves rip their clothes or carefully set down folded clothes, the field became somewhere I would love to spend the rest of the day. Just laying on the fall while the sun burns my healing wounds would be perfect.

    'I wish we could run' Ashina suddenly said.

    Me too, I would want to but I am scared to shift.

     The first time hurt, it hurts so much that I thought I would die. I even thought I had died until I work up in my room with Hawk watching me like a hawk.

     With a small smile on my face, I shrugged as I walked to a small empty bench in a corner.

     'I can't get naked' I thought as I stared intensively at two naked men.

    Wow! There is plenty of nice-shaped butts to see.

    Blinking fast as I looked away, I fan my face with both palms as I chuckled nervously.

    "I can't rip my dress either" I  muttered.

     Throughout my stay in my previous park, I never get to wear something as beautiful as the dress I am putting on. The emerald green dress hugged me perfectly as if it was made for me.

    'Don't feel so beautiful' Ashina rolled her eyes 'It's just a dress'.

    Of course, I know it's just a dress from my mate! I am excited, super excited. Even if he seems so scary and mean all the time, I will take it as his way of life and his first gift to me.