Chapter 18

He closes the door behind us. My legs still hovering around his waist and my hands caressing his hair, neck and shoulder. He places me on the dressing table, never leaving my lips for a breath.

His lips continue sucking mine and tension entrance which I grant every time. His hands aggressively caress my ass and the feeling of his hard dick makes my insides burn so bad that I feel I will be in torture waiting for him to get his growing head inside of me.

My skin makes him stronger while his touch makes me weaker. He tears my shirt with one grip, leaving my chest his to touch and embrace. He pulls back from the kiss and looks at it. My breathing trembles when his eyes stay locked in. My insides become itchy to the point they hurt.

"Beautiful. Damn it, you are beautiful," He murmurs. His hot tongue starts fucks my boob while his hand grabs my other one. It feels good. It feels heavenly, it feels ticklish and I hiss while laughing.

He carries me again and takes me to the bed, hovering over me with his lips on my chest and his hand playing on the outside of my insides. I hiss, and I moan. I grip the sheet as his hands are too hard to handle the tickling effect.

It feels like heaven and hell. I want his hands and his dick. No, I want all of him to embrace me right now. I hate waiting, and that is what he is doing right now. He knows I crave for him, but no. He still chooses to torture me.

He soon takes every clothe off of me, and I do the same. His lips start leaving a trail of kisses and bites down my stomach then my thighs which awakens more butterflies in me. He teases me until suddenly his hot tongue licks my clit. I suddenly open my eyes and take a huge breath. My hands aggressively take hold of his hair. He continues to eat it out like a lion who hasn't eaten for days, taking all the energy and making me even weaker.

"Su.. sunny," I cry in his name. Not once but many times. Just sometime before I go completely wild, his lips move to my stomach, my chest then my lips, making sure I find it hard to breathe.

Unknowingly, without giving any sign when his tongue is still locked in mine, he inserts it in. I gasp again. I cry but my voice goes dry. He takes my leg to his hand and now I can't defend myself against his dick. The divine cock with divine moves. The ticklish friction it makes against my itching clit, and the rhythm its owner makes on top of me, all feel surreal. I find it hard to stay in one place.

Sooner he growls and his moves become faster and we both come at the same time. We both hold each other so tight. His lips leave kisses on my messy hair. I look at him and gently kiss his lips without our eyes closed, making us laugh in no time.

"That was dope." He says.

"Putting your cock inside me while you know how big it is? Yeah, that was dope." I roll my eyes.

"You went crazy for it." He laughs.

"This is where you were supposed to ask if you hurt me or not!"

"By how crazy and craving you looked, no! I don't think you were hurt. You wanted more of it. Or maybe you wish it was bigger and longer!" I slap his hand. Dirty little-minded boy. The innocent sun is now not so innocent.

"You were so tight, so oily and extremely hot. I could not control not deepening it even more, I couldn't get enough of you. This moment makes me want to have your weak self like this every day. I want your arms and your whole body to tremble so that I can hold it tighter to let you know that you are not alone," His hand caresses my cheek with his eyes straight into mine.

" I..." I look at him. He looks at me. Why am I out of words and want to hide?

"I want to take a shower," I say.

"Should I join you?" I shake my head, but my body betrays me when I fail to stand straight almost falling. My cute angel catches me. He sighs as he gets up and carries me bridal style to the bathroom. I can't believe one round has made me like this.

Xiumin's Pov

I have been thinking for a while. I know we had our rules and I know probably no matter what I say will not change her mind. But that doesn't mean I agree with it.

I want her not just for the few days that I have with her inside this island but for the rest of my life. I have never found a girl so precious as how I see her and if I let her go, I might regret it for the rest of my life. I will regret it for the rest of my life. I know I will.

I don't know why she is so afraid of him. Maybe she is scared because of me. Maybe she has the right to feel scared, but what is not right is for her to stay beside a man that does not treat her like she is supposed to be treated.

It's not fair either to stay with a husband whom she fears the most. And it is not fair for me to leave her simply because I found love where it was not supposed to be found.

Now I look at her as she is sleeping so soundly. Her lips have formed curves and her cheeks with dimples. I bet she is having fun where she is. I wish to see this every day.

These precious moments that will remain as memories, I want them to be my reality every single moment.

She lazily opens her eyes. She blinks them and takes a small breath. "Aren't going to fall asleep?" I nod,

"Your beautiful smile makes me awake unconsciously," She smirks at my words.

"You have to sleep at least for a while. It's almost 6 in the morning,"

"I could look at you all day, Anahi." Her eyes widen.

"Anahi?" She wakes up from the bed. Was that too wrong to say?

"How did you know my name?"

"Why panic over your own name? Anahi, can't we even know each other's names?"

"It brought me bad luck once and it will bring it back again! What next? You will want to know where I live. Who my husband truly is? Make a goal of snatching me from him? No Sunny! I can't afford such luxury!" She shouts, her chest pants while her hands shake.

"Yes! Yes, I want to be with you and I want to snatch you away from your good-for-nothing husband! I want to live the rest of my life with you! Is that too bad provided you were the one who followed me to my room, made me fall in love with you and now my body, mind and soul all belong to you? It's not fair!"

"Life is never fair Sunny!" She lets out a tear.

"And I am sorry that I have made you my victim and there is nothing I can do to turn back what has already happened. Just take it as what happened was a coincidence and what we built between us was a mistake that should never repeat itself,"

My heart aches at the thought of this, what we have, being a mistake. This is not the memory that I intended to keep. This is not something that should stick inside my head. My lips and my hands tremble at the thought of this being our end.

"Are you willing to be that cruel, just so you can make me let go of you? Are you willing to let go of all of this, just because you are so afraid of your husband, who treats you like his prison rather than his wife?"

"This was our agreement from the beginning. You knew this would happen, Sun, you knew this was supposed to happen!"

"I didn't want this to happen, Anahi!" I sob, "I did all of this, deep down hoping you would have the courage to leave your good-for-nothing husband and be mine for good. That, however, is not the case. You are willing to let go of everything. But let me ask you one question, will you be fine after this? Knowing you had a man who was willing to fight for you and you let him go? "

She looks away. She gains the courage she needs and looks at me again, "One day, I will put all those regrets to rest when finally you are okay. I will tell myself, 'You did it, girl, you let go of him and now he is in a better place than you have imagined.' And you will forget these feelings ever existed."

I just nod to myself. This is it. This is our end. This is over. There isn't a thing I can do to change that, especially because she thinks she is right. I slowly head to the door and open it. Without looking back, I close it behind me. Not a small chance did I know, that this was the last time I would ever see her on this island, because the next morning, she was gone. Everything that belonged to her was there, except her.