Chapter 49

Xiumin's POV

My eyes were wide open, my lips keep opening and closing as I try to find the words to say. I close my eyes again and again but she is still there, staring at me without moving an inch. I push her inside and close the door behind us, pulling her into my arms. Letting it express exactly how much I need her, want her and miss her.

My eyes cry, my nose release my liquid which I sob. For a while she tries to pull me from her but I refuse. This could be a dream. Maybe if I pull her from my embrace, it might me the end of it.

"Sun, it's me," She whispers, "It's okay," She caresses my hair. Finally she pulls me from it and perks my lips, her hand caressing my jaws, "It's really me," She perks them again and I pull her for a bigger one. Her soft moist lips which I have been aching to have against mine are finally mine to kiss. My hands caress her back when I sense her hissing.

"Are you Okay?" I look at her. She shakes her head. I look at her again, She has become thinner than the last time I saw her. I don't know if it's because of the cold or something else because today she has worn track trousers and a long sleeve white shirt. She wasn't the type of person to cover her whole body like this, "What happened?"

She presses her lips together and takes my hand to her room. Closing the door behind them, she sits him on the bed, " Are you sure you want to see it?"

I stand up and walk closer to her. My hands caress her cheek and slowly lean towards her lips and kiss them. My hands move to the edge of the shirt and pull it upwards, parting the kiss so I can take it off, leaving her with her white weaved bra. My heart tightens when I see the colors and scars behind it.

"Who did this to you?" My eyes kept glaring at her scars, the wounds. My heart ached so much that I could not find her at the right time and now she is this damaged, "Who did this you, Anahi?" I whisper

"My own mother," She lets out a small tear, "She thought I humiliated her in front of God so she did this to me,"

"Those wounds... Do they hurt that bad still?" I trace the lines of the wounds and imagine what actually happened while he was away from her.

"Sometimes they do," Her tone was low.

"Are they still looking for you?" I caress her face again.

"Now they are looking for you too. I shouldn't have involved you in this mess,"

"No. I should have protected you while I still could. I was supposed to fight them off so they didn't take you from me. I am the one who should be sorry. I failed you,"

"You still found me," She cries, "I never expected you'd find me in my hidden dungeon," She hugs me again and I extend my arms around her.

She won't have to go through this again. I will protect her at all cost. One thing I promise to never feel, is what I am feeling right now towards her, irresponsible. She is my responsibility. I will take her wherever I go if that's what it takes for her to be safe and happy.

I pull her again from the hug, "What have you had for lunch?"

"Two apples and water," She blinks her eyes.

"You know we need to regain our body and energy," What really happened to the point she only eats this little?

"Our body?" She frowns in confusion.

"This body," I point at her.

"Are you going to cook for me?" Her face was now brighter that before.

"No. We are going to order," She frowns, slamming her lips together.

"I would but I am in no mood for cooking," I shake my head as I go to the living space.

"I thought you were going to do something special since you missed me," She follows me like she is my tail.

"It's not like I ever cooked for you before,"

"Oh I remember," We sit on her sofa, "All you did was watching me out and when I looked at you, you looked away," She winks while flipping her fingers.

"Are you the same person who is not feeling well?" I cross my arms. I mean she just saw me and she is already this wild. I thought we were about to have this calm session which would be about telling and showing her that everything will be okay. Clearly I was wrong.

"So I have to be this whining baby that keeps crying all day? No thank you. At least not when I have just seen you," She kisses my cheeks and looks at me again. She then perks my lips and smiles at me,

"Eh?" Why does she always want to make me question my side of being a gentleman? She leans into my ear and sucks the edge of it, "Oh God!" I just moaned. Hell is this woman. She straddles me and her lips again all over my face making my lips part themselves while I find myself biting my lips and smile for no reason.

My hands automatically tilt her head and pull her into a kiss. Our lips are in perfect sync while my hands caress her lightly, careful enough to not let hurt her wounds. She parts my lips and I gladly welcome her inside, waking every little demon that was on hold this whole time.

"Anahi, Let's stop it," I say between the kiss, "You are not well," God! She doesn't say a word and I have no Idea how she did it, but my other head was already saying hello to the gray walls. And now she was already kneeling on the floor, ready to take me inside of her.

"You don't look okay either," She licks the head slightly with the tip of her tongue then traces the whole cock to the ball, and takes both of them inside her moist and warm mouth.

Holly molly!

Finally she takes the whole thing in and I swear I am seeing mars and all the stars with her tongue rolling through my long and hard bar. Everything feels like electric and without even realizing it myself, my kids were inside her mouth. She swallows them hard.

"This was the kind of food you last cooked for me," She smirks, "Baby panda needs to get inside. Love you. Bye!" She zips my trousers, "You know baby panda is more important than you right?"

I laugh hard at how serious her face is right now," Seriously now?" She sits herself on my laps and lies her head on my chest.

"It's been a long time since I was able to be this free and this happy," She sighs.

"Me too," I run my hands through her hair.

Someone unlocks the door and opens it, "Oh My God!"

"Mi Cha?"

"You!" I clearly remember this woman.