Chapter 31 – Amadeus – Joyous, Yet Troubling Volume 4

(This chapter repeats the dialogue from the previous chapter, but the POV is different and includes other new information.)

*~*Amadeus's POV*~*

Today was just one of those annoyingly blasé days. It was so normal and typical that it was practically nauseating. There was nothing exciting in life anymore. Nothing to keep me wanting to keep going as I was. I felt like something needed to change, to shift in one way or another. And if it didn't, then I would be forced to leave, to abandon life as I knew it. And that wasn't exactly a comforting thought either.

"I feel so stuck." I whispered to myself. "Like life has lost its appeal and desire. I've lived for too long. That's all it is." I was speaking so low that even most wolf shifters wouldn't hear me; I just needed to get my feelings out in some way, vent them so they didn't end up consuming me.