This Is So Hard To Do

I look into his eyes and just couldn’t hold it in any longer, I walk into his arms crying hard, “Dim.” I whispered while crying, “Sweetheart what is going on? Shhh, it’s ok babe it will be ok.” He whispered, “No, no it won’t be.” I cried out, he took a step back closed his door walked us to his bed, still holding onto me, he just sits and holds me, rocking us and rubbing my back as I cry, “Sshh it’s ok.” He whispered, “I love you.” I told him, “Hmm I love you to babe, what is going on? Has Leo done something?” He asked, I shot back from him looking at him in shock, Leo? “Leo? No, this has nothing to do with him, besides I haven’t seen him since the last time we had seen him.” I told him.