Chapter 43

I lay in my bed, restless and half regretting my decision to push Alessia away. I know it's better for both of us. But thinking of her and another man together makes me jealous.

"Why the hell are you thinking about that!" I tossed around in bed.

I groaned loudly to get rid of my frustration. Fuck I can't even imagine her with someone else. If I close my eyes and I see another man touching her I want to take her and keep her locked up not to mention I want to kill that man in the worst possible way I can imagine.

It was one of the hardest decisions I had made so far, but I had to I just hope she understand. I can still see the hurt in her eyes when I said that to her.

Fuck! I'm a dick head for breaking her heart!

A knock on the door pulled me out of my intense thinking.

"Come in".

The door opened, revealing my mother.

"Hello son," She said smiling brightly, "I heard about you and Alessia, now tell me do I hear wedding bells soon?"