Ch-3

What is a human?' I have already asked myself countless times.

What makes us human?

Is it our emotions?

Then how can someone with zero emotions be a perfect human?

I think a perfect human would be of kind nature.

I want to believe that a human's true nature is kindness. Call me naive but...

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I followed Ayanokoji and Horikita to the school ceremony. They have just finished their little 'chat' and moving towards the ceremony hall.

Ok, I can understand that this is the age when people feel sexual desires but why the hell is everyone looking at me with those eyes without hiding their intentions?

'I just have to ignore them

Under desired attention always brings trouble. Especially from this age students this year.

I have checked a lot of things on the internet and I would like to say, 'wtf is wrong with people?'.

I mean why the hell does someone try to identify themself as them/they?

I can give you an entire speech on this, which in terms is not worth it.

'How should I approach Ayanokoji?', was the answer I wanted to know. I can't just casually approach him. He would think I am a spy from Whiteroom.

It would be a bother to deal with.

As much as I hate to say it, I would have to become his tool to get close to him.

The problem is that I could not show my weakness at the same time I could not show my strength.

'It's better to reveal my cards slowly'

I also need to earn the trust of my classmates. For that, I need a 'friend', A really good 'friend'.

Someone who is respected by a lot of students. Especially in boys.

I am talking about Kishida. To attract her jealousy, I need to put the entire class's focus on me.

Few plans were already ready. I don't need my classmates as friends.

Earning respect for a stranger is easier than earning respect from a friend.

Not that I ever had.

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The entrance ceremony was the same as in the anime, only different thing was that I was standing behind Ayanokoji. Which in truth was troublesome. I am tall for a girl but Ayanokoji with his body is still taller. The height was not that much different. Horikita was standing beside him hearing her brother's speech with a complicated expression.

For most of the speech, I was carefully considering how it should approach Ayanokoji, without him getting suspicious.

'It's better to approach him in-store after the ceremony.'

It might seem like a small decision but when you think about Ayanokoji's monstrous brain you realize, it is never bad to be much more careful.

I signed.

Only if he was a little bit stupid or had a personal attachment, I would have easily been able to talk to him and not worry about other things but again I would have not been interested in him.

I signed the eleventh time.

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Because I posted the chapter late and short I am here to compensate with a sneak peek at a short story I am writing. Only read it if you are 13+.

All alone in an unfamiliar world. The only reason I am alive is because of my special suit. The crust of this planet did not have an atmosphere. No life, all alone.

It's been months since I last crashed into this cursed planet.

I have not eaten anything for months. I can't feel my voice. The only reason I haven't died yet is because of this special suit.

The suit I am wearing is called X-project 0. There are different types of spacesuits like IVA (intravehicular activity), EVA (extravehicular activity), and IEVA (intra/extravehicular activity). What I am wearing is a suit created especially to survive.

This suit does not allow user energy to be lost in any human form, well most of the energy. Energy from the waste of humans, Be it sweat, urine, or stool is recovered.

The only negative part of this thing is that it provides energy through their body.

I already can't feel my legs. I am sure of it. I don't know why I want to survive.

slowly but surely, I am dying. I know that too. Even if I want to change my fate I could not do anything.

This suit is what keeps me alive while at the same time killing me.

The saddest part is after some point the pain nullification will be dysfunctional causing me and will feel the pain of my born and muscle tearing.

Taking one step at a time, wasting my energy and forcing my suit to faster up tearing my flesh process, I moved. I remembered that there was certain a strange thing in the center of this planet. Nothing was much interesting on this planet except red ruins. The only thing that prompted the interest of scientists was a range of mountains in weird shapes at the center of the planet.

Unfortunately, we did not have much time to research the planet because of the discovery of another planet. Which might contain life on it. The nearest planet to this planet.

The planet's name is '02x'. A planet was nothing special.

We already have traveled planet like this...

I just wish I could die faster.

If you are reading this it might be because you are also stuck in the same situation or my suit has been founded. You may assume my personality is smart and intelligent. You might also think that I had good willpower,

But in truth, I am afraid of death. I can't accept my death and I can not accept that I would be remembered as a failure.

But I moved on, wishing for a better future, not knowing only things from here would turn worse.