It is a possible assumption.
I mean all this?
Is it, not too much coincidence?
My seat, Previous body plan to come to this school.
Was my previous life, all the suffering also part of the plan?
What is reality?
am I really living?
am I free?
a lot of thoughts come to my mind like this.
I could feel my curiosity grow. it makes me go crazy.
Forcing the thoughts out of my mind. I tried to search on Google about souls. I would probably search for this in the religious books of this world. There has to be some clue related to the soul's mystery. I just need a starting point.
Unconsciously, My lips curled up.
'it's rare to find something that I do not know about.'
I love learning new things.
you could say that learning new things is my purpose.
Everyone has this purpose right but not everyone realizes what their purpose is.
Meaning of life?
Meaning of death?
what kind of question is that?
death? Life? What a philosophical question. People spend their day thinking about death. Why?
In my opinion, The only serious question for humans is, 'Is life worth living?'.
I fear my questions will be unanswered.
But if you are reading this then, I curse the author.
Rubbing my index finger on my temper, I checked the time.
00:00 Am.
It seems I have lost myself in my research. Again.
Switching off my laptop. I stretched my hand and legs a little.
'It feels strange to not plan ahead...'
Mabey, I should start researching software engines of this world.
I am pretty decent with the handling of codes. However, I lack the knowledge of codes in this world.
hmmm.
If I have to choose between strength and wisdom. I would choose wisdom. But without tools, this wisdom will become useless.
Looking out my phone I searched,' Religion all over the world.'
It seems I will have to sleep late. Just like the previous nights.
or I could pull an all-nighter.
deciding to choose the latter option I switched on my laptop again.
'First, let's start with researching the basic society.'
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Sleep is well required by the human body to function well. Lack of sleep makes the mind clouded but I have enough willpower to not ignore this problem.
On the second day, almost every one of shocked by how friendly the school teacher was.
It was also profitable to me as there were a lot of political talks and rules. Sudou was sleeping in class and the teacher just ignore him.
After all, deciding to listen to the lesson or not is our choice, so the teacher wasn't concerned.
Seriously, Did no one really notice the strange situation?
And like that, it was lunchtime.
I looked towards the girls who were asking me If I will eat with them to which I politely declined. It's better to earn their respect first.
I could feel your gaze Ayanokoji.
Hirata announced, "I was thinking of going to eat, does anyone want to come with me?".
In an instant, He was surrounded by girls.
"I'm going too~!"
"Me too me too!"
"How sad", I heard Horikita commenting.
"Don't try to guess what other people are thinking."
"Is there anything else?", Feeling a bit lonely from the lack of other boys, Hirata looked around the room.
His gaze ended up on Ayankoji."Umm, Ayanoko───"
But at that moment-"Hirata-kun, hurry up!"
The girls took hold of Hirata's arms without noticing me at all.
Ayanokoji stretched arm was truly pitiful.
Grabbing his arm, I said, "Let's go Ayanokoji".
"oh, ok"
Simple answers to simple questions.
On the way to the cafeteria, We were greeted by Kushida.
She looked at me and Aynokoji, then looked at our hands, and then again at me.
Unconsciously, Both(Aynokoji and me) looked at our hands together.
I quickly let go and asked Kusida with a friendly smile, "What can I help you with, Kusida-Chan?".
She cleared her throat and asked Ayanokoji.
"Ayanokouji-kun… right?"
"...yes"
"I'm Kushida in the same class. Will you remember my name?
"Sure, I guess I can. What do you need from me?"
"Actually… I would like to ask you something. It's a short question, but Ayanokouji-kun, by any chance, are you on good terms with Horikita-san?"
"We're not particularly close. Just acquaintances. Did she do something?"
"Oh, I see. Weren't you two getting along on the first day of school though? I was asking everyone one by one for their contact info, but… Horikita refused to tell me."
"Also, on the day of the entrance ceremony, weren't you two talking to each other in front of the school?"
Considering she was on the bus together, it's not surprising that she saw the two of them together.
"What kind of personality does Horikita have? Is she the type to only speak her mind to her close friends?"
Does she even have a friend?
"I think she's not very good at interacting with others. Why do you want to know about Horikita?"
"I understand, but I only met her yesterday, so I can't really help."
"Fuun… so that's how it was. I thought you two were friends before coming to high school. Sorry for asking you a weird question out of the blue!"
"No, it's fine. Why do you know my name though?"
"What, didn't you introduce yourself? I made sure to memorize everyone's names.
Once again, let's get along well, Ayanokouji-kun!"
"Nice to meet you too… "
She then greeted me and I gave a small nod.
She left after that.
I looked at Ayanokoji and smirked, "Got a girlfriend, Ya?".
"...It's not what you think"
"I mean you and Horikita get along really well."
"I suggest you check the meaning of well..."
I just chuckled and decided to let go of this topic.
Ayanokoji and I decided to go to the convenience store.
A group of friends was eating with their desks next to each other, while there were various students quietly eating alone. The only thing common was that nearly everyone had a bento from either the convenience store or the cafeteria.