3. Fighting With Myself

Serra's pov

"Why didn't you tell me that you are dead?" I asked while he left me

"Because I never knew about your powers and I never thought you could see me" he said

"And why you saved me from him?" I asked

He took a deep breathe closing his eyes. He is really attractive. I don't know what is happening to me but I am not able to control myself

"I saved you because he was trying to take revenge from you thinking you are some of my friend" he said

"Who am I to you?" I unknowingly asked while he starred at me for a moment

"A stranger?" he said

"Yeah A stranger obviously" I agreed to his words

"I think I should go now but you have to take care of yourself as he will surely come back" he said while I smiled

"He can but he can't hurt me anymore. He can't come close to me so I am not worried now" I said while he faked a smile

"Ok then take care, good bye" saying so he disappeared while I was sitting there numb

What is happening to you Serra?

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3 Weeks Later!

Its been 3 weeks since I saw him. He disappeared. I don't know where he left. Why and when but he left. Everyday I go to the graveyard but he is nowhere. Today also he wasn't there.

I am sitting in my class writing my notes when a girl sat besides me. I looked up to see the same bridal girl

I was shocked for a moment. She is definitely his ex. Ares's ex! But what is she doing here?

I looked around to see if Ares is there but he wasn't. I put back my pen on the desk and closed my eyes

I don't know if I should do this or not but I am curious to know about his past and this girl will definitely bring me there.

I held the knot of her dress lightly speaking some mantras

It was when her life starts playing in front of me. I skipped everything until I saw Ares. He was sitting on his knees in front of her.

He is going to propose her but...everything black out. I open my eyes to see nothing everything was normal then what happened?

I again tried but it was same. What the fuck is happening? I sighed may be my power isn't working at this moment

I opened my book and again there was written something with black pen which was obviously mine.

'Stop using your powers'

I looked around to see no one. But then my eyes fell on the window. He was standing there glaring at me

The bell ranged as the class was over. I immediately left the room following him but stupid me I forgotten that he is not a human. He disappeared

I looked around in search of him but he was no where. Sigh

"Why is he running away?"

Suddenly Someone tap on my shoulder. I turned around to see the same bridal

"Hey!" She said

"Hii"

"Have I seen you before?" She asked

"No I don't think so" I said with a fake smile

"Oh sorry. I thought I know you. Pardon" saying so she left

Weird!

I was passing by a corridor when I listened some sounds. I peeked in to see that bridal again

What the fuck is going on. Oh wait she is kissing a guy, fuck!

"Baby can't you have patience we will meet at home right" she said

"I am not able to control myself darling you aren't understanding" he said kissing her neck

Suddenly my eyes fell on Ares he was shooting daggers at them. I want to talk to him but I know if I tried to stop him he will again disappear, What should I do?

I sat down on my feet with slow slow steps I went towards him I hope he haven't seen me. I hide behind a table so that the couple can also not see me

I held his hand pulling him down he was shocked for a moment but after he saw me he tried to loosen his hand from mine

"Leave me" he said angrily but I ignored

"I want to talk to you please listen to me once" I said slowly

"But I don't want to now leave me" he said jerking away his hand

He again looked at them and was going but stopped. He looked at me. He came close to me. Now we were face to face

"Why you can touch me huh?" He asked and I was all shocked

"What?"

"Why We can touch each other? Why the fuck?" He asked and it was when I realized his double meaning

I stayed quite as I was having no answer

"Look I don't want to hurt you so please stay away from me it will be good for both of us"

I listened the voice of door closing which means they left.

"You still love her?" I asked and he stood up

He didn't replied, he was going towards the window but I held his hand.

"Tell me Ares? It still hurts you seeing her with someone else right? It hurts you to see that She moved on in her life right? Tell me" I asked but he kept quite

"Ares I want to help you, please let me" I said coming in front of him "I want you to be free of this pain you are holding inside Your heart. I know I can help you and you also know but you are pushing me away I don't why, what is the reason but-"

"The reason is my desires" his words stopped me from speaking further "Have you listened I am straight and forward the reason is my desires and after getting to know that I can touch you its more difficult to stay by your side so just fucking leave me alone" he said pushing me away

I looked at him for a couple of minutes and he was trying to relax his muscles

I don't know why but I just kissed him. Yes I kissed him. He was taken aback, he even tried to push me away but I kept fighting with him until he given up

He held my waist pulling me more close, fuck he was wild he was taking fast steps towards the wall colliding me in between. He was kissing me hungrily. I was breathless but I guess he was not, he wasn't leaving my lips.

I finally maintain a gap between us I was panting hard. He was normal, off course Serra he is a fucking soul.

He was looking at me without any expressions which made me confused and curious

Alina