I WANT TO DIE

It has been two months since dad died I sold all his cars at whatever amount the buyer was ready to buy the car with I didn't care I had to survive not just the cars I sold my jewelries and clothes I couldn't come out of my extravagant lifestyle I lived all my life in riches living as a gem I never had to do anything mom won't let me she loved and spoiled me to a fault I loved her dearly until that accident took her life when I was fifteen she had a plane crash that day was my saddest moment until dad died I still can't believe they left me all alone all my years in University I've never been serious dad bought. me my grades I've never taken anything seriously even he asked me to join his company I refused so how was I going to survive I was still in my thoughts when the bell rang I thought it was Mandy since she was the only one who visited me even though she had never supported me financially how visit meant a lot to me so I ran to get the door suprinsingly I found two men with suits at my door and the others were looking like cops holding taped trying to seal the house .

excuse me can I help you I asked nervously

miss Tessa we are Agents from the national Bank your father Patrick Cole borrowed a loan from the bank which he wasn't able to pay back his time had elasped and he used this house as a collateral so we would need you to leave the building miss

I stood there astonished unable to say a word so I was going to be left homeless problem to problem this time a bigger one I couldn't help but plead

Mr please give me some time and I promise to pay the loan I have no where to go I said sobbing heavily

please miss we need you to leave or we might force you out ourselves

please sir please I beg you

miss am loosing my patience here we just following instructions

I saw there was no point begging

let me get my things

I went upstairs dragged my pink luggage folding few clothes in it putting my school certificates in it but I will need it to get a good job I closed my laptop and my iPad into the bag dragging out with tears I stepped out of my magnificent building glancing at it one last time I saw it been sealed with. some tape. I walked out hopelessly having no idea on where to go I suddenly decided to call Mandy my only and last hope

hello Mandy I said in a verge of tears I've been sent away am homeless dad used his house as a collateral to the bank and he couldn't pay up please can I stay with you for the time being

hello Tessa I can't hear you

what! you can't hear me, Mandy am coming to your house right away

umm Tessa am not in the country my house is empty

she hanged up immediately

but she just said she couldn't hear me how did she know I was going to her house if she couldn't hear me, I think I should go to her house I still have some money with me

I boarded a cab I got to Mandy house I came down and paid the driver while carrying my luggage I walked to the gate pressing the bell a man putting on a security uniform came out, he refused to let me in no matter how much I begged I tried calling Mandy but she didn't pick up I tried again but this time it was switched off then it occurred to me that mandy had actually abandoned me to my own fate I dragged my luggage crying my eyes out until tears refuse to fall an idea strucked my head. I WANT TO DIE there was no point living my whole life was a mess I had to die I rested on the idea of jumping off a bridge it was less painful and easy, I was crossing the road to the bridge when I heard passerbys screaming and asking me to leave the road I was too hurt to understand what they were saying until I found myself lying in my own poll of blood, darkness elude me and I blanked out