I wake up and see the light beaming on the screen
I turn around ,my head aching
I see the clock its past twelve in the noon
when did I come here ?
I get up ,splash some water on my face
I look out to find my car down
I drove myself ? fuck
I shouldn't be drinking and driving
I walk towards the kitchen and pour some glass of water
I look around taking my time to register the place
I have been here once ,the first time I dropped her
I look at a old photo frame
She looks like a doll and I see one more its with her family
I hear the door open and I look out , she's here
"Didnt go for work ?" I ask her
she looks at me not meeting my eyes
"No"with that she walks back to her room and locks the door
what am I doing here ?
I make some coffee and pour into two mugs .
I knock the door and I find her sobbing
i hear her voice
i open it slowly
she's on the floor
i put the mugs on the table and go settle down next to her
i see a magazine in her bag