I take a clean cloth and wipe her clean .
She's fucking gorgeous and around her I turn weak with no control .
She's smiling her eyes closed
She thinks it's a dream but her tender spots will indicate the reality tomorrow.
I remove my dress and change into a track pant and pull a tshirt .
I tuck her inside the bed
she smiles when I wrap my hands around her
"Kitten " I caress her cheeks
she leans in
I watch for few seconds , how peaceful she looks .
I close my eyes drifting into sleep
my hands are shivering , my face sweating
Her face splashes in my mind and
Jen I'm sorry
Jen
Jennifer I'm sorry
I wake up , my breathing heavy
I'm panting.
I look around , I see Anaya sleeping .
I take my phone and text Max
"There?"
"Just back home from shoot .Your okay ?"
"No "
"I'll be there in ten "
I'm panting hard .
This nightmares were supposed to be gone .
Gone forever but they are haunting me again .