I wish I never told those words
he just froze when he heard those words .
I didn't push him, I started talking about food , nature etc just to a change a topic .
The worst can be if the person says they don't love you
but him ,he's making it worse .
He won't look into my eyes , he doesn't touch me
He's distant.
When I asked him if he wants to go back to the beach, he told he as work and indulged in his laptop.
I wonder if he had to do work why bother to come so far.
any ways I walked away , all myself .
I walked on the beach , the sun hitting me
I build my own sand castle
I write our names on the sand
"Ed and An "
i take a picture
i smile at myself .
I never felt this lonely in life .
Atleast I was alone but not lonely .
But now I have him next to me still I feel lonely .
We are in the plane , our way back home .
I stare at the clouds as they pass by
The sky looks bright.
I turn towards him , he typing something.
I lay on his shoulders