I dress quickly.My hands shaking
This wasn't punishment, it was tormenting.
He never looked so scary like today .
The man I saw today ,looked stranger.
I don't know this man
I hear shower running , I pick my things and rush out
I need a moment to myself.
I take a cab and turn my phone off
"You okay ?" i hear Tina as she sees me shaking unable to open my house door
"No "i tell her
my voice trembling
she helps me and leads me in
"What happened? I thought your spending your day at his place "she asks me
and I give up
my tears running
I tried hard not to
but I couldn't contain
"What's wrong ?" she asks me
"He didn't treat me well in bed " I tell her not digging more
She hates him , I don't want to give her another reason
"What do you mean?" she asks
"I didn't like the things he did to me "I tell her
"Why didn't you stop him ?" she asks me
because I wanted to see how far he will go
I wanted to see his darker shade