bipolar disorder (Anaya pov)

I shift around ,the bed feels cold

he's gone

I dress up and see the time

its four in the morning

I check my phone

"Better be back soon , we have classes remember?"

I shrug at Tina's message but I have to go

I don't want to ditch her

I step out ,looking for him

I see the lights turned on

I walk towards the guest room

"I can't do it , I can't. I feel suffocated " Edward voice hits me

I stand frozen at the door

"What do you mean you can't?"Max slightly raises his voice

I stand behind the door

not knowing whether to go back like I didn't listen anything or go ask them what's happening

but I remain standing like my feet is glued

listening to them

Edward - "I feel I'm slipping back , I thought I can be normal but I can't "

Max - "You can always start the therapy , I'll call Henry he will fly back here soon "

Edward - " No , I don't want to get back "

Max- "Stop being stubborn, you need help "