scared of feelings ?

EDWARD POV

"Good morning Sir "

I nod at Andrea as i walk inside my office

she runs me over my schedule for the day

"Fine , I'll get ready for the court .You can leave "

"Mrs.Mitchell called again today, they have something important to discuss "

"Did you figure out what it is ?"

"No sir , I tried but I couldn't "

"When are the elections?"

"in next eight months "

"Then I know the reason , to tell me what to do and what not to do .Attend charity events, don't go public .Make some PDA for my father and help his image "

"I agree with you " she nods

"Can you check where Mr.Henry is ?"

"Sure " with that she walks out

I'm fine

but I don't feel fine

I feel like I'm changing

and that scares me

can I really move on ?

can I love again ?

What if I fail at love?

I'm thirty one , when I was a kid I dreamt of family, a wife, three kids