"Don't you dare try to fucking touch me "
her voice stings me
"I'm sorry ...i"
she cuts me off
"Don't be because the person who should be sorry Is me.I feel sorry for myself "
her tears tears my heart , but the pain in her eyes
strikes me
"You know what Edward, I'm not sure
I'm not sure which is hard.
To live with you or without you "
my eyes gets full listening to her words
"I came here thinking something happened to you , I was scared as shit while coming back to you .The pain I went through was nothing compared to the fear I felt thinking something bad happened to you .
But you , got drunk and got wasted " she smiles bitterly
"I don't know, why I'm still standing here and waiting for you.
I don't know why I cant still hate you
You don't deserve me , I'm telling you today .You don't but I can't choose otherwise "
I pull her close towards my chest
"I'm sorry , I'm sorry ,I'm sorry " I hold her tight