Marry me ? (Edward pov)

she nods and keeps quite

fuck why am I getting panicked

last night I couldn't sleep

the whole night I was anxious and obviously nervous, freaked out

Not because I won or I had to make a speech

or for the fact

I wasn't sure I was winning either

and I'm not sure I won

Like the position doesn't matter to me

I know few months , make some changes in the system and I'm out

and there will be no coming back

a jet to fly me around the world

Pilot classes

and cooking classes

that's it three things I need to do

but most importantly something else

and I gave it a thought

thinking to myself

am I ready to this ?

fuck being a prime minister is easy

elections didnt freak me out

but now I'm freaking out

her breathing calms

I cup her cheek

should I kiss her?

or should I kiss her later?

Jesus...

what's wrong with me

when did I become such a p***y

I take a deep breathe

I walk towards the mirror

I look great

she can't say no

can she ?