"Jennifer wait " I run towards the direction I last saw her
but she's gone
"Are you okay ?"
"No , I'm not "I yell at Elijah
I turn around looking for her
it was her
I know it
I saw her
she's isn't dead , she's alive
The whole flight back home I sit like a frozen doll
I'm breathing but i can't sense it
It's a feeling which I cant explain
it's a feeling which I can't frame in words
I feel his hands squeezing mine
"Talk to me "he pleads
but I look away
"Anaya please " he cups my face making me face his blue eyes
"What you want me to talk Elijah ?"I try to shove his hands away but he doesn't let go
I wrap my hands around his neck
letting it go
I sob in his arms
as he just hold me in my place
kissing my head
I wipe my tears ,pulling away from him
"Its okay " he caresses my cheeks
"Whose jennifer ?" he asks me
his voice soft
"Someone from the past who was suppose to be dead is alive " I tell him