the water I stepped into , the hot water burning my skin as now turned ice cold
my hair dampened
the night's passing, I get up and wear a bathrobe to cover myself
the tea light candles have melted but the fragrance still strong
I lay on the bed , staring at the sky through the window
night is disappearing into a new day
a fresh new day
a fresh new morning
I try to think all the happy moments iny life
and it includes him , every moment with him
I don't know how long I have been sleeping
but as the bed dips with his weight , I feel his body against mine
he wraps his hand around my waist pulling me closer
my back pressed to his chest
i try to turn to his side, to see his face
those grey eyes
but he doesn't let me
he pushes my face , not letting me face him
i stare at the wall infront of me feeling his heart beating fast
his grips around my waist getting harder
"She's not mine " his voice mere like a whisper
I should feel happy ?