Did I Just lose her?

~~~ Zake's POV ~~~

I knew, when I stopped she felt bad .But I didn't expect her to be heart broken . When Elina turned her back on , I knew she was crying...

I don't want to Elina to hate me tomorrow, I don't want her to ever regret her first time...That's why I stopped myself ..

I didn't even know if she had developed strong feelings for me or not!

The way I feel for her ,I want to make her mine ... But I just don't want her body.. I want her heat to belong to me ,the way my heart belongs to her ...

I Mean it's been just 2 months...

But I didn't imagine it would hurt her so much ... The more I tried to take her in my embrace the more she rejected & went away from me..

I didn't force her much ... Sometimes later , I found her breathing even..She felt asleep ...I slowly moved to her & placed a kiss on her forehead...

Fresh teardrops were still on her cheeks ..My heart ached seeing them.