Strange persistence in me

After arriving at the school I entered the class directly without talking to anyone. I had no interest in talking to anyone. I wanted to be alone for a while.

So after the first class was over, I went straight to the canteen without informing anyone.

I took a burger and a small bottle of juice.

I paid the money and then sat down, grabbing a corner seat and start having my food...

Suddenly a group of big kids came towards me and started teasing me...They were seniors so no one dared to tell them anything.

One of them poured water on my head. I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth.

I had no pity on my helplessness. I was furious. Mad on myself.

It seemed to me that I should punish myself before saying anything to any of them.

Why I gave them so much courage that anyone could come and trample me.

It was all my fault.