The Essence Of My Love

◕◕◕ Aly ◕◕◕

He hated me, He was dark and ruthless.

Now after knowing about my father, he would hate me more..he might want to strangle me.

If everything they were telling was true then I owe him so much.

lf I was the key to his wellbeing then I would be ready to pay everything for him…

WHY FATHER?

WHY DID YOU HURT HIM SO MUCH?

DO YOU KNOW, YOU HAVE BROKEN HIM INTO PIECES?

I wish I could ask my step-mother, has she ever told me a single truth in my life?

She even lied to me about my father's death.

Or perhaps she too didn't know the truth herself.

Yet, she made so many holes in my existence that I would never be able to fly in the sky like a free bird with my head held high even if I wanted to.

Complaining against her held nothing, when my own people could stab me in the chest, they were nothing.

At least even after being my step-mother, she did raise me up, she sheltered me over my head.

Perhaps she was mean, didn't love me, tortured me.