❤CONFESSION❤18+

◇NO POV◇

parv is not understanding anything what to do he is sobbing silently in his room while drinking for whole night he wanted to scream and ask what is this feeling

he was angry at the sametime upset with confusion her words are running in his mind

He is repeating the same words whole night and day who am I what am I he is in the vulnerable state

He is thinking to himself "why you also decided to leave me sarah

Am I that unworthy for your love can't you give a single chance to my feelings damn it

You're the only people I have you all decided to leave me then for whose sake I should live

I'm a fool because everyone leaves one day everything leaves one day how can I expect you to stay

Sun leaves in the dark

Moon leaves in the bright

Stars leave in the sunrise

Clouds leaves when rain is over

Rainbow also leaves after a while

How can you stay

When you don't know who I'm or what I'm

I don't know literally why I'm alive