** You smile, but you wanna cry. You talk, but you wanna be quiet. You pretend like you’re happy, but you aren’t.... **
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( Merry came after an hour with Joe of course....Sometimes i feel like a third wheel that's why i stop asking her out but today i want to stay with someone....I don't want to be Alone tonight....We went to the bar....Joe ordered drinks for us.....I drank one after another glass....till i get drunk....)
' Merry i am sad....hicup.....And Alone '
Merry: Baby you drink enough let me send you home....
( Merry didn't drink today because Joe told her not to....They are planning a child so he said it would be unhealthy if she is Pregnant....
I can control my Liquor very well....But today i drank more than enough....I Wasn't in my senses...... I don't know why my heart was filled with sadness.....Was it because of Daniel? )
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