// I have A Plan //

**  I will protect you until you die,

and after your death I will still protect you.

I am stronger than Depression and

I am braver than Loneliness

and nothing will ever exhaust me. **

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( After crying for several hours.....Picturing his Death , I just can't stop crying....)

"" Please stop Jen....That's why i wasn't telling you anything ""

( will my love heal him???? i thought too myself and after that i went on top of him....I raised my head from his chest toward his lips and kissed him....It was filled with sadness not like the kiss of last night....My tears were falling....He hold me tight....Pulled me closer and closer....There was no space left between us....I can't think of anything but his pain )

"" Stop crying My Love "" ( He said while separating our lips )

' Don't stop me tonight ( I kissed him again ) Love me....break me....Mend me....Just don't leave me '

"" I won't ""