No matter what I do, I can't run away.

I wiped my face and looked at him again and he wasn't a ghost. I was forced to cry.

"What's wrong?"

He asked me. I had a bad kidney and I was told I was going to die. and I knew it because my parents are not strong for a kidney transplant and it a whole lot of money to buy, even though we sell of all our little properties it wouldn't be enough.

I cried myself to sleep in a strangers arm. I didn't know what happened but I found myself naked later that night and I was aware of his next moves I didn't reject him because I needed it, my pains were too deep to endure that I needed something to calm me down and he did.

"He did what?"

"Took my pride away, it pained and pleasured me, although I was too young and I'm very sorry I had lied to you I was a virgin".

"So what happened next, why are you getting married?"